My Reasons, My Hole (story)

Damn,

That was beautiful.

I wish I could say I know exactly how you feel, but I can't. But I have been in similar situations. And it sucks ass.

Thats why I've learned that I cannot put my everything into one person or one thing. because I know I will get shot down, eventually. I've learned that the only person worth trusting is myself. I'm so sorry you had to learn the hard way.

The funny thing is though, were gonna end up doing it again. were gonna fall in love again. were gonna give one person our everything and they help us, give us a reason to live, be THE one thing that keeps you moving. And then they will break you down. And it will seem like they did it on purpose. and you will hate them, and eventually grow to hate yourself.

But thats life, and lifes a bitch. Just like the bitch who pushed you back in that hole.

Stay strong,
Renee