sorry, I just need to get this out there

writing has always helped me deal, and this wound is deep. I don't expect or need anyone to reply. I just have to type and mention this as much as possible. I've talked to my mom. and a few of my friends. I don't like bottling stuff up inside.

I just found a friend of mine was killed last week in a car accident. actually, he was more than a friend. I loved him, and I'm pretty sure he loved me. in a sweet, platonic way. we only really knew eachother my sophomore year. His senior. but I think we both made lasting impressions. he told me as much.

the last time I saw him was around x-mas 2003. one of the things he said, "Good luck in the film industry. I know you'll make it."

Before I heard the news, I was just looking at an old sketch I did of him ages ago. I don't know if i'll ever be able to look at that picture the same way again. I don't know if I want to.

Wow... I'm really sorry for your loss. At least you connected and can have happy memories about him... hang in there!
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sorry man for your lost!

im so sorry for your loss. im glad you shared your feelings with others, bottling everything up always makes it worse. i hope he will be a very fond memory and an inspiration for you in the future.

hey :( it must be sad for you xxxxx

wow its very brave of you to talk about it im sorry for your loss