PLZ CUM HERE....IF U CAN HELP

ok heres my story: 2 year 10 girls want to bash me they chase me everywhere....my friend THINKS i stole her clothes(i didnt) my bestie has ditched me for all my other "friends" now i walk around all alone at scool at lunch praying to god these 2 year 10 girls don't find me.....my mum laughs wen she sees my stitches in my wrists...i only see her once every 10 weeks..i live with my aunt cos my old town was too small and there was no BIG chances for me to become anything so i moved to a bigger place with more oppurtunities!! stil i am very sad and often think of what my old town done to my ex bestie(she killed herself) infront of me!:(i think about her more and more everyday ...yet it has been nearly 4 years!!...i feel in love he broke my heart....i rip my sitiches open everytime i hear hes name...i just want it all to stop!!!!! does anyone feel like this or anything of what i said has any of these things happened to you?

aww hunni...im so sorry all of that happened to you.
i cant say all of that has happened to me, but some things are familiar.
and i know this might not be any consolation, but just try to remember that there are better friends out there than the ones you supposedly have now. you deserve much more, so dont settle for people that will hurt you like that. there are others out there.
and i know you miss your friend, but she wouldnt want you to miss out on your life and happiness because of her. try as hard as you can to live on and live life to the fullest because theres so much out there that is better that what youve come to so far. i know its hard. God knows we all go through so much shit in our lives...but i just hope that you can find some way to be happy and find good people who love you to occupy your life.

best of luck, message me back if you ever want to talk

i wana make it threw this like i always try to but i feel like given up RITE NOW!! i cant take much more of this shit...lukily i dont ave to face them girls for 2 weeks (holidays) but when i go bak....n if they give me shit..i dont think i wil live threw it not for much longer anyway........thanx you guys