I dont usually ask for help.

I used to be a cutter.My mother found out,so I stopped doing it.I stopped cutting my wrists.But by then i'd become very fond of cutting my thighs,but I stopped that too.

Me and my boyfriend broke up yesterday.I couldnt stand the negativity he was giving me,and I found out he started to like his ex again.When he told me that I told him it was over.He talked to my friend Jessica,and she told him what I was going through,and what I had been through in my life.He told her that he cared about me and made the biggest mistake.He then told me he loved me,and that he couldnt stop thinking about me,but he had already started dating his ex again because I told him to do whatever he wanted.

I don't want him back.But i'm completely heartbroken.This has gotten to me.I can't sleep at night.I can't eat at all.I feel like im going to puke.I can't do anything anymore.I feel like im going to die.I've felt like this before,but still.I can't take it.

It's not just over him.After this , it brought back alot of bad memories.

I know you probably think im being real immature because it's just a guy.But it's not just because of that.

Help.

Well done to stop cutting. And please don't start again. You're not being immature at all. Saying that you don't won't him back must have been a hard step to take but just shows how mature you actually are. Remember 'there are more fish in the sea, you just have to get rid of the sharks'. It will take awhile to get over him. Go and see a cousnellor they may provide some help, even if they just listen to what you have to say. Stay strong.

He told you that while he still loves you and all, he's dating his ex because YOU told him to? No offence, but he sounds like a real asshole.
Congrats on stopping cutting though. I was thinking that this post was another one of those "i cant stop no matter how much i try blah blah blah." and i was going to come in here and say something completely rude and uncalled for so i'm glad you were able to take care of the problem yourself.
while it hurts now, you'll get over the guy. trust me.
-A