miss him...

ok...it seems like maybe he was cheating on you? did he even respond at all when you said "i feel like your cheating on me"? thats a lil fishy if you ask me! one thing you always need to keep in mind is that there is more guys out there, and one of them is going to make you so happy, you'll forget about this jerk! it really is going to hurt for awhile, i've definitely been through it, but everyone deserves to have someone who genuinely cares for them...you can do so much better than him...if he was ur first love, your always going to love him no matter what..first loves never go away, cuz they are the first stepping stone to making you the beautiful person you will be....never forget that!
hope this helped a bit,
Ashli