I Need Help...

That's been the hardest thing for me to say for almost the past 2 years. My friends or what seem like friends have tried to stop me and then even other people I don't even know have tried to help me. The thing is I constantly have the feeling that I need to commit suicide. I've gone to counseling and i've still bottled up my feelings and not said anything. I dont cut or burn or anything like that, I try to kill my self all together. Like hanging, shooting myself, and in other ways trying to kill myself by 'saving' someone else. I've done it all. And out of 7 tries, they've all been unsuccessful. (obviously.) But I know that I don't want to deep down, but I cant find that feeling and it's not enough to stop the temptatation from doing it. If you can help please do, I do not want anybody messing with me, I've had enough of that, I seriously do need help.

It sounds like you really need professional help. Not any half assed, though with very good intentions, advice you'll get on this site.
One thing i will say though, what helps me is to give myself something i have never done in life to look forward to. And since i'm still quite young, there's certainly a lot. Skydiving for example, i've always wanted to go skydiving, and i'm still a virgin so there's another thing. Just find something that works for you.
-A

THank you both of you. I will try both your methods. Hopefully they will help.

Loser pills are the last resort stop being an idiot.
Let the kid try something before drugs.

It's spelt medicine.

whoa...your dad's on here, loser?

I respect what your saying, but she hasn't tried going to an institution where she can get some excellent help. She should try mental stability on her own before making drugs do it for her.

My cousin is schizophrenic, he takes his pills.
You might be right if she is just be a manic depressed person.

Ummm yeah guys, i'm a dude. Lol sorry. I know Bryce is a hard name to figure out wether it's a guy or girls name. But yeah 1. I had constantly tried to kill myself several times but when the moment comes I cant come to do it. 2. When I shot myself I didnt shoot myself to where it would kill me. Once again I could not bring myself to do it. I shot myself to where it skinned my arm. 3. I try to commit suicide because my parents use to beat me, (but since I don't have any proof it's kind of hard to get emancipated or anything like that, although they've stopped it's still in my mind.) My "friends" as I call them are cracking jokes constantly at my expense and just miscellaneous stuff that gets me down.

Actually tons of people take their problems out on other people. I do it. I don't see my self as "heartless". We all do it at some point in time.