Please help....

Me and my best friend used to be so close. Closer than sisters. She got a boyfriend and I was so happy for her. They broke up after 6 months and I started to like him. I had kept a secret for about a year though, because I didn't want her mad at me for liking him. I eventually told her and she said that she didn't care. I asked if she would ever talk to me again if i ever went out with him, she said she most likely would. About a year or so later, I went out with him. I still am going out with him, but last night she talking to me on the internet and said she had a confession to make, she said that she envys me and his relationship, and that she missed holding his hand and being close to him, and she said alittle part of her heart still loves him. I broke down. I never want to hurt her, god, that was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I'm so lost! Did I do the right thing by going out with him?! Or should I feel really bad right now for hurting her...because I do. Please help..i need some advice!

* I wrote a poem about this too..its called Friendship Vs. Boyfriend * Thanks guys...

whoa! sticky sticky. she really should have told you from the get go. u obviously really have feelings for him to still like him for such a long time. and you obviously really really have a strong friendship with her for waiting a year to even ask her then waiting longer than that. i think shes prolly just lonely. maybe if you just stay away from her while your with him untill she puts her interest into somone else. maybe she just wants the kind of relationship you have. and you kno gurls at that time of the month. we dwel on the past......sad

.....tell her you will let her have him if she wants him.. thats the heroic thing to do.

Thanks guys for all the advice! it helped me alot .. but i dont think I get that one ".....tell her you will let her have him if she wants him.. thats the heroic thing to do." because i dont think i wanna do that...i mean i want her happy but i want me happy too..I know that sounds selfish but still