I WANT OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!

very much so... what happened, why do you hate your house? or your parents so much?

ouch... thats right broken! You are totally right!

well then why are you so mad?

why did you disown them? and how could she take you out of school for that long?

yeah thats true, but they can over do it too

what about trying to talk to your dad? maybe he wont make you go... dads are sometimes more laid back.(well maybe, I dunno. I dont have one)

okay calm down... do you have msn? add me @ kewl_gurl_91@hotmail.com

I'm with Britt. You have parents that love you, provide for you and try their damn best. If they arn't beating the shit out of you, or telling you you're worthless I don't see too much of a reason to complain....
~*Freak*~

add me!! lol

I do beleive I said "telling you you are worthless" maybe I should have made it more general. And what kind of emotional abuse is there? I see you venting but all I see is "i hate my family" I'd like some reasons why, why don't you vent those. And if those reasons happen to be "they won't let me out of the house past 12" puh leeze I wouldn't either. The streets are dangerous and they care enough to keep you in.
~*Freak*~

whats your addy?

are you even online? add me! lol, I want to talk to you but you have to add me

Okay...Just remember that your parents love you and they are raising you the best way that they know how.IF you don't like it you know what not to do with your kids. But respect your parents enough not to say to people that you hate them and you will kill them. THAT is immature BULLSHIT. Everyone, mostly, loves their parents, even kids that are abused still love their parents sadly *at least some*. I have lost a father who was truly amazing and to see someone say "i will kill them myself" makes me go insane. If your parents were to die right now and leave you to your own devices what do you think you would do? If they were to kick you out of the house what would you do? The fact is they are still teaching you how to survive in this world on your own, and I think that is a pretty damn hard job so I would respect them more than anyone else in the world
Whether or not you agree with their methods
~*Freak*~

ger stupid thing. it wont work... whatever...

okay, how old are you and your sister? are you old enough to stay home by yourselves?

and I regret saying I dont have a dad. I do, a damn good one when I see him. I never see him and the sad thing is, he lives 20 minutes away from me. and he has 4 girls, a boy that are all older than me and I never get to see them... ouch that hurts. I miss them so muhc...

just dont give in!!! dont start to smoke again or cut!!... be strong! I'm here for you!

well I know that I've wanted to, and my cousin does and two of my sisters so I guess I cant really say anything against that. but be careful.

Ah well if you put it that way....I understand a tad bit more and the fact that you have retracted your statement releives my mind a touch. Sorry that I was harsh with you...But I feel strongly on the subject of parents lol. I understand what it's like to stop cutting, I don't understand what it's like to quit smoking but I beleive they are both equally as hard and so I applaud you in your trying and your strength. Do not give in.
~*Freak*~

just calm down. be grateful for what you have and what you haven't had in the negative

Crying is a good thing in my opinion. I havn't cried in....months I think I'm broken. crying is a good release. Just keep talking about it. Cry if you have to but keep talking and don't give in.
~*Freak*~

try cying on the inside for 3 months and not being able to shed a tear even when your bf dumps you...it aint worth it. trust me
~*Freak*~

hey all...
um readin this...i duno i thought i was in the same situation th ewhol e'i hate.." blah blah but readin wat like "freak" n ppl have said makes me realise just that we are teenagers n do go through these thoughts problems etc. to step out side n be able to realise that is hard. i dont even know what im trying to say but basically i feel a lot like htta too..for instance last night when all my parents could do was say how bad i was compared to my 'angel' of a sister...i couldnt stop cuttin n now i regret it coz its just that mush harder to hide.
god this year has been crap.

oh dear. hunni if you wanna talk add me freakazoid2990@hotmail.com. im a good listener and i can give advice. as for your parents...i really dont think they stop and listen to what they are saying...parents tend to get caught up in their own thoughts. i bet if you told them that they made you feel like you weren't good enough and that all they cared about is your sister they would reassure you. give it a shot. some parents still dont listen after that, those parents suck.. but they do love you and they just want you to grow up to be a good person. they try their best. its hard you know? being a parent. i think of what my mother goes through with me...and i just..wow. you know, i don't blame her for anythin that she says to me. although my mother is a saint besides lol. she didn't used to be though, or maybe just my perspective has changed. anyway, add me if you want someone to talk to
~*Freak*~

what exactly is the other way you want to try?

damn...Don't wind up in the hospital. That's bullshit again. What will that get you? It will get you councellors and drugs and shit that I honestly don't think you need. Perhaps a councellor if you're really desperate. And seeing as you said you cut then yes a councellor. But the hospital is a stupid idea. Do you want your parents to listen to you? Or do you want them to die from a heartattack...Do not go to such a drastic measure just to gain attention from your parents. It will not work
~*Freak*~

^ I agree. Getting yourself in the hospital may seem like the only way to getting attention from your parents but it's not. That's bullshit.

Yes. Come up with something else.

Peaces and Good Luck.

To relax, yeah i do that. Chilling with your friends can take your mind off things.

Hmm.....that sucks if they won't.

Hannah was this post all about whinning about wanting out of your house...wait the title says it all.
At least you have structure in your house.
My mom doesn't give a flying fuck, I can do whatever I want and nothing will happen it's quite annoying so stop whinning

Chill at your friends for a bit. Or let it go...I beleive this post has gone on long enough
~*Freak*~