Slowly dying

Anyone feel as if they are slowly dying? The pain will eventually take over my body and i'll be lost, i feel i should give up, give up everything, but something is holding me back. I feel so empty, so lifeless. Im hurt and i can feel it everyday, does anyone feel the same? can you help me?

from a girl losing hope

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Babe, you're not alone in this...everyday, truth is, we are slowly dying, every last one of us... I feel it too, and I'm hurt by it.

Don't you dare leave me though!! I need you!! You know how fragile I am already, life would be unbearable without you!! You make up so much of my life!! You mean so much to me!!

I've got my address for you on bebo! i love you lots!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

thats life babe. welcome to hell.

Hahahaha......that actually made me laugh-the blunt thruth in that...lol!!

i feel the same. i hate myself for being so damned stupid. i changed everybody close to me, or damn near everybody. i ruined my friends' reputation, my boyfriend cut himself b/c of me, my mom doesn't trust me when i'm by myself, my brother's don't trust too much either. i hate myself.

i'm not helping you any. i'm really sorry. i hope u get feeling better. it may take a while, but eventually you'll get better. my love goes out to you and anyone else feeling this bad.

of course you're not alone...losing hope is something i know well, but i continue, and i know i have to keep hope no matter what as do you. send me a message if you ever want to talk....

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i feel exactly the same..there are days i really dont wanna go on and i make plans etc, but then there are tose days when u can see at least one person who cares
good luck xoxoxo

You have to strive to be happy...like really try hard...sadness and depression comes to everyone like an old friend..so easy and quick.

"Argue for your limitations, and sure enough their yours"

Richard Bach.

Yep...felt it for three years...sigh...my stomach sometimes refuses to eat...like it has a mind of its own and is thinking "Whats the point?". Just have to fource feed myself when it happens cause I aint quitting yet.

My gran is slowly dying, she has motor neurons disease and will probably be gone soon, so I assume she knows how it feels very well...

chow for now

Wow...I'm so sorry for all of you....seriously....My sympathy to you all!!!! I mean, naturally, I feel a sense of slowly dying, but not as accurately as some of you can describe it....I'm so sorry!!!!!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

i feel the exact same way...but I dont wanna die either it seems like a way out but I dont wanna I hate the pain but there is always something holding me back

thats EXACTLY how i feel.

Georgi? Are you serious? I feel horrible!

Be happy!!!

I feel exactly like you do georgi. Erm I dont really know how I can help you, but just try and be happy and take things one day at a time.

i feel like that too on some days but then something good always happens to make me smile right when i feel like giving up so just keep going and push your self it will get better soon

omg go razor...i'm with u on this one...no 1 noes how u feel only u do...my meds dunt work either ur not alone there!!! if u eva wanan chat on msn or email me sarah_hates_jarrod@hotmail.com

natalie was that sarcastic or genuin? :(

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Hm...........I'd say genuine. There was no HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA at the end, silly. :-D

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

**oh my...Georgi...you forgot to sign yours**

Yeah i feel it every damn day...pains in my wrists, headaches, don't eat much now...

But hey you gotta deal with what life gives you.

Peaces.

Technically we are all dieing slowly.
Idiot.

If only I could say it like Ismail.

Yes, I've found it like that as well...we are living but as we are living aren't we also waiting to die? Strange...

Peaces.

Yes Ismail I talk to myself....a lot. Over the phone. lmao...

And yes that's true, we are trying to outrun it because i suppose people are trying everything they can to stay alive...i mean who wouldn't?? lol...

Peaces.

*Confusion*

*growl* i'm not confused...just hungry lol...

Peaces.

ryan dont call me an idiot. I said slowly dying, cause we are all dying yes, but its going so slowly, too slowly. I feel like my insides are dying out me, while im waiting for life to end.

i feel exactly liek u liek everyday jsut gets worse and worse and one day will jsut disapear....

omg thts rly strange! hey! How r u?

~Georgi

hey georgi..i wanna say thanks..ur title and what u posted kinda inspired me to write a (crappy i think) poem..but anywayz :P thanxs!!!

razor u dont have to prove urself to them. The people who matter are the people who will help you thru this. I can be one of them if u will let me :)
email me anytime

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razor ;
things happen to everyone..we all go through tuff times and happy times..ur just getting over a hill at the moment once u do, things will get better. I know some people go through things a lil rougher than others..but we're here to support eachother...not yell at or argue with eachother. if u need to talk just email me k? same goes for ismail or any of u! im here anytime.

Georgi:

I never came back to this thread. My apologies. You really do think I'm a cold hearted...or better yet heartless being don't you? I do not wish unhappiness or pain upon anyone. I was being a hundred percent genuine. I do hope you make it through your troubles and find happiness! You deserve it!!

wow, thanx natalie. i thought u hated me?
well thanku, that means a lot to me
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anytime u need a friend i'll be here, to take you through the dark times, even when u feel like there is no hope, just look for me and i'll be that ray of sunshine....or at least try to be....xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

megs! :D i love u so much xxxxxxxxxxx

So....not only does everyone feel like they're slowly dying..but I also see the anger, hate, and will to keep fighting dying alongside...

should I consider this a good thing?

Mhmm....cool....

:-D

omg lol... ok firstly yer were all dieing physically, but mentally thats a different issue!!!

i've been there n *****sake i think i still am. The reall me died years ago..n i know this sounds %%%%%up but helll its the way i've felt for years. im dead im my head n mind, memories dont erase n when there new trouble i seriously cant cope anymore. neways ...best thing maybe to find a new interest (not i did) or talk to friends..maybe not the best advise but hell i do know how it feels.

but being hyper is wonderful
exercise helps to cheer things up :)...try punch bags or swimming or gym......mm lol