Hwo do you know???

you always find yourself going back to him...

like you may find other guys attractive or kinda like them...but you ALWAYS find yourself thinking of that one guy....

thats sorta one way...

and you just have that feeling in you. you just know.

yea its more just you know...

like i really really really like this one guy and we have alot in common and stuff...

but i dont love him...

i KNOW that i love my ex....its just that feeling inside of you....youll know when it happens

yup! i hear ya im exactly where you are.

the stupid ex that ya love....

and the one you want to love thats just a crush...

soo not fair...

yea if you have the slightest feeling that you love him...i would wait...

i have come to the conclusion that love sucks....

yup

so hows life for yall??

lol

not too bad....got a headache....

but i went out today with the guy i LIKE (not love lol)...so lifes pretty good for me

what college ya going to?

who me? my ex?

and the date was fun.....we went to the mall, and then target, and then petco, and then hastings, and then driving around for a lil bit...nothin major...but hey i got to spend time with him

awesome what ya gonna major in?

well we went out a long time ago...like almost 2 years ago....

and idk really...he had alot of family problems and stuff...he said that it was mainly that...

and one time a friend told me that he cheated on me...and when i confronted him about it he just said "oh"....but then later he said that he never cheated...and then after that he said that he told her to tell me that so that i would break up with him....

and we broke up one day but got back together that day....and then broke up a while later for good....

and one day he gave me a suicide note....and i turned it into the school and he got pissed...like ive never had someone that mad at me.....and it was just cause i gave that note to someone so that they could help.....cause i didnt know if he was serious or not....

and then later he said that he only gave me that note so that i would leave him alone....which yea that just brought me closer....

hes in a band and i still go see them play alot.....i told him a while back that i still have feelings for him...but he just ignored me after that....

but honestly i still think he has feelings for me. by the way he acts when im around him and other guys...he shows jealousy....hes just a hormonal (sp?) 15 year old boy....and too afraid for a commitment

awesome! i wanted to be a special ed teacher once....but decided against it

like when im sittin talkin to him at one of their shows he wont talk to me much...well since i told him my feelings...

but when i went up and talked to his band mates he jumped outta no where and was talking to me...

yea if i still have feelings for the lil turd after 2 years and all the crap....i think its love....

yea like i have a special needs bro...and my moms taught special ed for over 25 years....so i really thought about it....but then i decided i dont have the patience...

im gonna be either a marine biologist or zoologist

love can be awesome i have to admit....but it seems to have more downs than ups for me....

im taking precal next year (my junior yr of high school)

and cal my senior year of high school

goodnight!

yea and a badass drummer at that!! =)

yea i was gonna take AP classes which are the same as college classes so you can get high school and college credit just for taking the one class....but i decided against it...

i was way too stressed last year....so im taking just advanced classes instead....

all 4 core classes are advanced for me.....just not college credit....

awesome! when will that be?

oh thats kool!!

well i was going to....but id rather be less stressed in high school and have to take a few extra classes in college....

i dont have to worry about the paying for it...because i already have a 4 year scholarship to one school...and my great uncle is paying for 2 years at another one....so cost isnt a prob for me.....id just rather be less stressed

its been great talking to u too!!!

goodnight!!!

lol thats no fun

You just know,,
Maybe not immediatly but you'll find out someday,,

SSorry I can't give a clear answer but I believe eeverybody feels love at a different way,,