Dad...

I lost my dad almost 2 years ago...he was sick for like 6 years and he died when I was 15 on december 6th...tomorrow is my birthday...and i guess...im just going insane...i hate celebrating it without him here...its really hard...anyway..uhmmm this is i guess kinda a random post...
~*freak*~

"lost"?
~*Freak*~

happy b-day hunni, think positive, im not religious but i do believe in a persons power... wotever or werever ur dad mite b, he's not gonna want u 2 b thinkin like this when it shud b a nice time.. just because he's not with you in the flesh does NOT mean he has not left a beautiful memory n u dont have 2 feel guilty fo feeling happy once in a while either..soz 4 the lecture!!
xXxForesakenxXX

arrgh, im sorry if i scared u off wiv my big lecture.. i rily did mean 2 b nice, ive read some of ur old posts n ur poems n shit n i think ur amazin (in a strengh kinda way) ... so... kp on goin till it all stops flowin darlin, Im with ya
xXxForesakenxXx

lol you didn't scare me off at all dun worry. and thanks for your kind words. they help to ease the pain
~*Freak*~

yay, *hugs* well, thats the nicest (and only) thing that ive herd today 2 make me smile, i really hope itt gets better for u coz this shitholes getin old huh?
xXxForesakenxXx

yea i know what yu mean...i gues syu cud say i lost my dad when he started getting sick. and no problem forsaken :P yu said some pretty nice stuff too thx
~*Freak*~