I dont know what to do

have you talked to someone? if you have yahoo or aim, or a hotmail account, i can give you my sn, and you can tell me about it...if you need someone to talk to

well, the only advice i can give you, is to surround yourself with people that love you and just convince yourself that you are so much better than what you are doing to yourself. the cutting thing is going to be the first thing you want to stop, maybe whenever you get the urge to cut, change your train of thought away from the cutting, and think of things you like to do, or write down your feelings on paper....listen to your favorite song, watch your favorite movie...call a friend...things like that....with the drugs and drinking, maybe check yourself into a rehab center, where they are actually qualified to give you advice and guidance to stop that kind of thing...i hope this helps a little bit, and i'm always here if you need to talk
keep your chin up :-)

ok, with the doctor thing, why don't you try just going to a therapist first, and be TOTALLY honest with them...don't leave anything out...they are there to help you...and if they think that you need to be put into a psych ward, they will tell you....regular doctor's will probably just prescribe medication and send you on your way...at least that's what they did to me

you are so welcome...it's good that you want to get everything sorted out...some people just live with it...trust me, everything's not as bad as it seems :-)
~*Ashli*~
o and maybe you should talk to your parents (?) about all this...they can play a big part in helping you get things back on track