sik of it!!! help me plz

ok ....i moved from my home town to live 5 hours away with my aunt bout 7 months ago... i spend every holiday with my step mom and my sis (mum n dad ded) i left them today!!! i am so sik of leaven them it brakes my heart everytime i drive off away from them ...it's killen me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLZ HELP ME!!! PLZ!!

can you move back with them?

yes but if i move bak to my home town i wil be ded with in a week ...i cant handel it there caused everyone so much pain

why would you be dead in a week? Do you have msn?(It would be easier to talk there)

yeah i do sarah_hates_jarrod@hotmail.com add me

if you really think you cause your family that much pain, it's best just to stay away from them. though i really doubt they think you have.
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i have hurt them so bad ...put so much pressure on em i feel so guilty but it dunt wurri dem wen they leave me every holidays i cry ALOT i want them to love me agen ...i want my mum(step) to stop sayin she dunt love me i ant my sister to forgive me ..cos of me she was very nigliected as she ses i was "the center of attention"....but i neva asked to be found i neva asked them to call the ambulance or clean up my blood i asked them to let me die