Padriac My Prince

  • EpithetPoet
    19 years ago

    had a brother once
    he drowned in a bathtub before he had ever learned how to talk
    and i don’t know what his name was but my mother does
    i heard her say it once, padriac my prince i have all but died from the
    sheer weight of my shame. you cried but no one came and the water filled your
    tiny lungs. appear, my dear, and cry for me. it was six years ago today that
    i laid you in your grave, your sweet young skin was shining then too.
    and so tonight to celebrate i will poison myself.
    another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning.
    so i close the door and i rest my head on the tile floor,
    sickness and sleep turning me cold.
    and i am still not sure, is there some better place i could be heading towards?
    where the selfishly sick and self absorbed are welcome.
    i saw the future once.
    i was drunk in a phone booth.
    my eyes were wet and red but i could not tell what was said
    and through the screams of the traffic voices carried saying
    i am sorry
    on a day so gray its black inside
    watching churches on tv
    in a coma you don’t dream you just hope that someone sits with you
    babies turn blue when they are ignored like the sky on summer days
    before you turn and walk away it has changed you
    so tonight to compensate i will poison myself
    another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning.

    That was Padriac My Prince by Bright Eyes. I just thought that was a really depressing song...
    -A

  • Selfrejected
    19 years ago

    Songs old Epithet but always a good one.
    Bright Eyes is a fucking awesome band.
    A perfect sonnet is my favorite song by them.

    A perfect sonnet - Bright Eyes.

    Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
    Something that would make me never want another
    Something that would make it so that nothing matters
    All would be clear then

    But I guess I'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
    And watch it all dissolve into a single second
    And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
    Or one foolish line

    Cause that's all that you'll get
    So you'll have to accept
    You are here and then you're gone

    But I believe that lovers should be chained together
    Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
    Left there to drown
    Left there to drown in their innocence

    But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter
    I read all of the pages and there's still no answer
    Only all that was before I know must soon come after
    That's the only way it can be

    So I stand in the sun
    And I breathe with my lungs
    Trying to spare me the weight of the truth

    Saying everything you've ever seen was just a mirror
    You've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
    And laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
    Wishing you were a ghost

    But once you knew a girl and you named her "Lover"
    Danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
    But autumn came, she disappeared, you can't remember
    Where she said she was going to

    But you know that she's gone
    Cause she left you a song
    That you don't want to sing

    Singing, I believe that lovers should be chained together
    Thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
    Left there to burn
    Left there to burn in their arrogance

    But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
    I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
    And ended up becoming something other
    than what I had planned to be

    All right

    I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
    And laid entwined together on a bed of clovers
    Left there to sleep
    Left there to dream of their happiness

    All their lyrics are deep, I love it.

  • EpithetPoet
    19 years ago

    Brilliant.
    -A

  • Selfrejected
    19 years ago

    Epithet, you a fan of theirs?
    Or just that song?