Familliar Suicidal Feeling

even if it dont last long before long it will be to late.

i want to give up because i have been strong for way too long. with life you have nothing and with death you have so much.

in life i only have pain if your lucky you have love but in my case no love but lots of pain.
in death you have no pain and never care if your the right person.
so in my death no more pain. something that makes me smile.

I have a question: Is pain all you know?

If so, just because it is doesn't mean in the end it will be all that you've learned.

And what that means is that even if pain is all you have ever felt you have to hold on for better days...life is a battle every day but we are all fighters, we do not approach these fears and hardships without at least one fight because we are always trying...but another question is "will YOU keep fighting?"

Don't give up now...things will be better.

Peaces.

0_o Did all that even make sense?? I just kept typing lol...

Peaces My Beautiful Peoples...

i know what people say and feel. and yeah i have parents but i cant tell them i am haveing problems when they come from they. we left out faimly when we moved to tennessee and friends if i find one who really cares i will let you know. dealing with my life is the reason killing myself is easier. it may not be worth it but i cant see the light and the tunnel is getting longer.

I agree...things can ALWAYS change. In fact EVERYTHING can change...

Peaces.

the last two realationships i had sucked. i have always thought you had some one out there and i thought my ex was it. he was nice got what he wanted and left me for dead.
i am so tierd of working. i am supposed to be the strong one in the family so yeah. you see how that work. no one know in my family how i feel and i dont want them to.
they think i am outgoing and wild and crazy and that is how i want to be rembered. so why not leave while that image is still here.

srry for the long post.

Telle :-( Nooo....I guess you know you can't change the way you feel, but you said so yourself your parents need you, they need you to stay alive. As do I and everyone else. We love you...I'm always here for a talk hun
~*Freak*~

dont do anything bad to your self alot of people need you even if you dont know it we are all here for you !!!!!!!!!!!

*When you feel like giving up, Remember why you held on so long in the first place*

xXx