dream, plz, help.

ok, i know this is gonna sound dumb but i need help with it.
ok i was adopted when i was little and my biological mom came back 2 years ago, and cause a whole bunch of $h!t to happen. it messed me up really bad. but the weird thing is before she came back, i had a reacuring dream for about a month that she was going to come back, and well it happened. and now im starting to have the dream again, but with a worse ending. i just dont know, i hvae had the dream for about a week and a half now, nad its causing me not to sleep. but i just really dont want her to come back, and im not sure if my dream is telling me that shes is comming or if im just parinoid because my biorthday is comming up. (thats when everything hap0pened last time) IDk, but please help me if you can.
thanx,
~!B!~

If this bothers you a lot, talk to your parents about your concerns. They can make sure your biological mother will have no contact with you if that's what you want. In the mean time, try to relax your mind and sleep, because the less you sleep, the worse your dreams will be, because a tired mind tends to project its more supressed and feared images.

She sadi and did alot of things last time and for that reason my perents dont like talking about her, and they dont believe in my dreams, i dont have contact with my old school counsler( she was the one i always talked to) cause im in a new school. i just dont know.
thanx
~!B!~

Hmm well the thing is your real mom will most likely always be there. We all thought my dad's real dad was dead but he showed up at my great grandma's funeral a few weeks ago drunk as hell and begging for money. So even if you dont get along with your real mom all that well, you should at least give her a chance to know you.
If she really makes you feel that uncomfortable though, you should ask your adopted parents that you dont want to see her again. I'm sure they'll do what they can for you.
Hope it works out.
-A