wanting to end it all...

congrats at trying to kill urself 5 times, iv tryed at the leased 10 time

i was kinda kidding about that

Sometimes in the darkest of times we need to look at the brightest things in life to make the darkness not seem so black. You have a 3 and a half year old son, which if you love him as much as i love my nephew means the world to you, and what would your gf want you to do? I imagine she would want you to be there for that boy no matter what. I once thought to myself, on a night where i also wanted to ended it all, i thought what is the point of it? why live? I only found one answer...we should live for those who would be devastated by our leaving, because the pain you feel is the same pain you will give to them if you quit. Winston Churchill one said, we make a living by what we earn, we make a life by what we give... Giving you love and undying prescence to those who love you is the most you could ever give, and if you can give that much to someone, it means that you are loved and you do have a life worth living. Please, for the sake of those who love you, or for those who need you, (your son) keep on living, because the hardest in life is to live in it, but the hardest things quite often have the biggest rewards...and when you grow older and see you son marrying a beautiful girl, I am sure that is all the reward you will need.

if u were meant to die, u woulda died the first time! so stop trying to kill urself and start trying to live life with what you have!