Help your drunken friend again..

I truly believe that happiness is not meant for me...

Those who know me, are probably aware of that I have left the love of my life for a reason that even escapes me...

Nevertheless, I left her...

And as you may know, I want to talk to her again..

But then this girl enters my life, and she seems like the perfect match for me...

She is all I ever dreamed...

Yet...something is wrong with me...

We have been on a date today, and she is..everything..beautiful, funny, intelligent, special...all I ever dreamed..

And she kissed me...

But I cannot be totally happy about it...

What the hell is wrong with me?

I do hate myself for (once again) sharing my problems with you, as I fear that I will get some smartass answer...but some of you have turned out to mean something for me, and I am sure you know who you are..

I feel like...nobody...

I am nobody

To the world you are but one, but to one you could be the world. Everybody is somebody. It's obvious how you feel, your still hung up on you ex, and I think It's okay to be like that but i know from experience, that being the new guy, or in case the new girl entering someone's life who is still hung up on their ex can be very hard (I just gave up on it last night) so my only word of advice is that make sure to sort your problems before you get more people into them because its not fair for those other people... And on the other hand, it was just one kiss...and just like when you break your leg, its takes time to rework the muscle and get it back in full action. But remember whatever you do, its not only your emotions to consider but others too.

Enslavement-

NOTHING is wrong with you. Love has only confused you...and you are SOMEBODY either that or i don't exist either. O.o Either way you are someone, never forget who you are...

Peaces.