I understand completely. I understand that if they get all worked up over your life, then...I repeat, they don't put your feelings in considerations, you should just drop them....believe me, it'll be better once you get all of this off of your chest.
My apologies, I just realized how dumb my response was.....so anyway, I don't think I'm the right person to give you advice, you might want to ask other people whom are more experienced in this sort of matter.