who do i choose?

I agree with cherry. It's not our place to make your decisions.

Just do what you think is best for youreself. :)

I hope it works out...

Peaces.

you need to decide for yourself who is better for you, and who your hearth calls out to. That's who you have to chose. we can't make this choise for you, cause we don't know any of the two.
good luck

Tim