i feel that i have nothing left

i have been having a hard time coping recently, and i barley do anything anymore. i spend most of my days sitting in my room staring at nothing or writing. i have stopped eating and i havent left the house in ages. i have decided to move 6 states away to live with my father, because i know that living with him will change things very much for the better. when i told my few friends, they showed no support for my decision. i lost my best friend because of this, who i cannot bear to live without. i just told my brother, who i am very close to, earlier today, and although he did not show it, i could tell that it hurt him very much. he hurt me a million times worse after that, and i feel like the worst person in the world now. though i don't care for them much anyways, it hurts that my family refuses to even look at me anymore. i dont know what good it will do complaining like this here, but i was sort of hoping just writing alittle would help, apparently it hasnt... my motivation to live is gone and i have noone left to turn to... i want to cut, but i know that once i start i will never stop... my problems are so minor compared to others... but in realising that i only feel worse... even though it is the most selfish thing a person could do, i would just like to end my life now... i dont know what to do anymore!!

hey don't feel so bad, I know how it feels when you think everythings going wrong then you start cutting yourself but really it doesn't help. All it does is make you realise what state youre in and makes you feel worse. Hey if you need me mail/MSN me at the_flying_pizza@hotmail.co.uk
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Luv Scarlet