K I really need help

K I need help, I stopped cutting 3 monthes ago, due to my special someone, he finally convienced me to give it up after 4 years. well I still think of cutting, i even dream about cutting, I though i was over it, and now im into scratching. I have no idea what to talk to him about because hes just gonna tell me that Ill get better, and that i need to stop, i dont think he realizes that i want to get out of this for good, but its a stong addiction

well i really don't know what to tell you... but i can give you my email if you ever want to talk you can email me... candiecane1989@yahoo.com

Like I said in so many other posts... Get professional help. You need to talk to someone about the problem, so you can finally put these incubattic demons to rest. If drug addicts, anorexics and obsessive compulsive people can be helped through threrapy, so can a cutter. If you really love your special someone, you'll do it not only for yourself, but for him, too. He cares. That's the first step.

-- Maharani of Angels

Damn. You said everything I was gonna say. >__>

no i have stopped cutting but i feel like im losing control and now im trying to stop scratching. i want to talk to him about it but im afraid im going to lose him if i talk to him about it

i stopped really recently- like when they took me off of antidepressants a week ago... who cares? make a voodoo doll of yourself and mutilate it instead!!! my freind stopped cutting by doing that!

im not on anitdepressants

well if you were a "cutter" before and you stopped you will always be a cutter, it has become part of you and even if it dosnt happen for 5 or 6 years its still in you, i dont think the addiction every truly goes away, i quit a while ago but the urge has come back you just have to fight it, when things get hard its a true test of your stregnth.
JBN

ps

if he leaves you cause you have a problem then he wasnt the right guy for you, he wasnt that special was he?think of wedding vows, if he cant go by those he isnt the right guy and if he loves you he'll help you.

thanks that helps alot

that helps alot. thanks for all the help

Im sorry you couldnt help me

k anyhow thanks for your tips, have any ideas to get him out of my head, so i dont get depressed?