confused and upset...please help

hey, i just got back from my first date. the guy is sweet, cute, hes everything that i wanted.... but i feel so depressed! i wish it never happened!!!! i dont want to see him but i love him... he kissed me twice and i just dont think im ready! i cant say anything about it to him! hes way too nice what should i do?? i feel really sick and wish i was single... please.. please can someone help me? i need someone to talk to. i want to die.
email: StephanieLane345@msn.com

so you just met him?!?!
just tell him how u feel...is htere a reason that u're not ready? why do u want to die?!

i cant tell him!!! i dont know... i just dont feel ready. i just want to die and escape this stupid life!

no escape.

true...im just slightly confused..why do u want to die?

i dunno, ive wanted to for awhile... read my poems if u have the time they explain allot about how i feel. it is pretty confusing....

Your gonna have to tell him how you feel. Even though you think you can't you must. Relationships work on communication. If that isn't there how the hell are you gonna know where you stand?? Anyway good luck! I'd be really happy if I was you finding a nice guy. There's not many out there! Apologies to any I may have offended...