Tempted...

If you know you shouldn't what is the point of this post?

Im with you on that, if you cant/dont cut your emotions run havoc with you as you have lost your "security" and crave the control which you thought you once held in your hand. It will be tough, I cant claim 2 be strong enough (something which Im NOT proud of might i add) but I guarantee if you have the will in you to have stopped for any length of time - you can stay strong, you can move on and most of all you can break the cycle.. thats the important part, its like going cold turkey and it sucks arse but you gotta do that, if not for nefink else do it for me - do it so that i havent wasted my time typing this on here and so that i can feel my advice has benefited you. lol, ok? hope i can be of some assistance. if not, pls tell me where to shove it coz im aware that sometimes posts like this mite just make you madder or more emotional etc and that purely gives you more incentive to cut.
Good luck and take care,
xXxForesakenxXx