Fighting for your life

okay. I spit blood all the time. I have been to more doctors then I have pairs of underwear (That's a lot, trust me, hehheh) It seems that the more angry and depressed I feel, the more blood I spit. There's no medication that helps or anything.. So, me being a depressed idiot, what ideas can anyone think of that would help me NOT be depressed or angry, other then getting so drunk I don't even know who I am (I've done it. My Aunt has pictures of me dancing naked like a chicken...... Not kidding)

I check out this site and I think it rocks. All cutters should check it out, and ppl who dont cut for that matter...its just that rad.

Hahahaha it's understandable ^^

I just posted something here because there was only one post. I'm not expecting anyone here to say "Dear Ken, here's you cure!" *All better*
Don't worry about it ^_~