♥ I Wish ♥

About 2 years ago, I hadn't known that by making a line on your wrist, you could die. At the age of 9, I learned that Santa wasn't real. By the time I turned 10, I had my first crush, and had gotten rejected. I wish I was still 6, when santa claus bought me presents and delivered them in a sleigh, when a little boy would tag me, and I'd be 'it'. I want to be clueless to everything around me. I wish that coloring out of the lines was the biggest problem of the day. I know so much as a teenager, and so much has happened to me. It sucks, I wish I was a kid again.

Almost every teen has been depressed at least once in their life. I just want to go back, and experience the little things in life ... I just don't want to be bothered by real life anymore. I want to be innocent again.

I know that I can't go back, but sometimes, I really do want to.

The point is, I want to be innocent again, when I knew nothing, because now that I know alot of things, life is so much harder and stuff.

I completely agree with you and I understand that you can't wish for things to happen. But when I was little, I wanted to be just like my brother (who was a teenager at the time). I thought that he had everything going for him, and I was so niave, because truthfully, I had everything going for me. I took being a kid for granted, when all I want to do now, is go back to the way things used to be.

I know that sounds childish, but I know other people that feel that way, and I know it could never happen, but still.

well then don't dwell on it because you know yourself apparently. try making the future better so you don't look back in a few years thinking exactly what you're thinking now.
take care x x x

I get why you want to be innocent again, but you have to understand once you lose that innocence you can never get it back no matter how much you want to. If you ever need someone to talk to just hit me up.

Ash