Becky
19 years ago
hey i don't know if there are any topics on this already but if there are im sorry umm has anyone heard of eraesing as a form of like sef injury? well me and my friend kind stumbled upon it lol i wrote on ym skin with pencil dont know how it worked then went to erase it lol and like it hurt and since i am a cutter i loved it and si we made this stupid contest and like i loved it it burns really abd and just amkes me feel good its like eraesing away all the pain i have done it on and off now in between my cutting i was just wondering if anyopne else out there does this or ahs heard of it and if you have any info on it i would love to hear it please and thaxe also im not sure like if this is worse than cutting so if you have any opiniosn and also on how to clean it so it doesnt scar bad afterwards?? thanxe bunches |
ASPHYXIATED
19 years ago
Never heard of it? |
Katie
19 years ago
I agree. I wouldnt want to have even more temptation. I can walk to the sink in the kitchen without looking at the knife rack ans thinking about it. I am never going to do it again, but I still have my blades in my room. I just can t get rid of them. I want to, but I cant bring myself to it. everytime I see a blade or a sharp object, I cant help but think of the pain and how the blood would trickle. AND I ONLY CUT TWICE! So no, I would not promote this new eraesing thing, but if it is a realease and dosent make as much of a mark then there is nothing I can say... |
Renee
19 years ago
I used to do the erasing thing. I have a big ass scar on my arm. I'm not proud of myself for dong it, though. Self harm itself isn't something to be proud of. The only thing I'm proud of thats remotely related to self harm is the fact that I got through it and I don't rely on it anymore. You don't seem like someone who wants to stop. I wish I could help you, But the only way you can stop is if you want to stop. So, all I can really do is hope that you realize what you are doing to yourself and your friends and family, and hopefully its enough to make you stop. Best of wishes to you. |
Becky
19 years ago
im not proud of wat i do i just accept it i guess i have tried to stop multiple times and have failed part of em wants to stop a big part lol but then part of me needs it i know what i am oing to ym friends and family and thats why they don't knwo anymore they think i stopped and think i am happy now but i am really not so yea i dunno i just kinda accepted it once a cutter always a cutter whether or not i still cut or not and i would rather cut i guess than have to live with the pain so unless you hvae other ways of dealig with the pain then yea i dunno lol cuz i have tryed many ways and they just havent worked |
Renee
19 years ago
mm. well, I don't think your right thinking "once a cutter, always a cutter." I was once a cutter, and some of my friends were, too. But most of us have stopped. |
†JustAriâ€
19 years ago
This game has been around since my mom was in middle school...back then it was called a sissy test. I don't know what it's called now though... |
clevername
19 years ago
i no u guys jsut want information and stuff on this but its really jstu promating self harm... but wut ever like u really jstu gave me a new idea bc i want to b able to self harm without the blood so my mom wont find out and without the ice bc then my mom wonders why all the ice is already missing and now u just gave me the perfect thing to do i mean i no u didnt mean to but im sure u did the same thing to other people sorry if i made u feel abd or anything part of me wants to thank u for giving me a way to self harm without anyone finding out but the other part of me is angry bc ur giving others ways to self harm nad idont want anyone else to hurt themselves besides myself..... anyway i guess i jstu shouldnt have come in the forum wen i read the first sentence but u no i could relate to everything everyoen was saying about seeing the knifes and thinking about the blood trickling down the blade.....i no u were jstu curious but bc careful with posting stuff about self harming...... i no u didnt mean anything by it dont worry i no u didnt do it purposly |
Renee
19 years ago
sorry to burst your bubble, solitude, but you won't be able to hide these scars. They get all red and you'll peel and it will be the nastiest thing you've seen. |
clevername
19 years ago
i cut and burn and all that shit on my thight no one will ever see it....im not saying im gonna do it either its just in my mind now like now i have ANOTHER way to hurt myself an easier way without the mess so i can do it anywhere..... i was just saying b careful bc now i bet u a lot of people will start SH more bc they get new ideas see cuz i dont sh as much bc of the mess it made that people would find out once in a while and embarrissing me but i still want to....and i sure a bunch of other people have been thro this and have read this and now jsut have another idea in there head.....again tho im not mad or anything at all i was just saying like next time to watch out wut out for wut ur posting not mad tho cuz i no u didnt mean anything by it :) |
Becky
19 years ago
maybe this will hlp fix what i did with the whole more people self harming |