Who has had the crappiest life (Game)

Use this to vent your heartache ect...and maybe we can turn all our pain into a game. Chin up people. Never quit, heres your chance to show your pain you are in control of it not vice versa.

I will start (The last is the worst):

*Bullied by three groups of people between the 4rth and 14th years of my life. Verbal and physical, just for being small. Now mainly through habit, I don’t leave the house much.

*I have been betrayed by loads of fair weather friends.

*A close friend -of nine years- has just moved away.

*My mum is the local busy body and forced me into everything (list is endless) all my life, she doesn’t trust me, she copies me(Scary), she cant keep her mouth shut and she breaks her word.

* My dad and I used to be close but now he appears to hate me.

* My second close friend is not coming back to school anymore so I will have to back to being a complete loner and I don’t think I can do it anymore.

* I have been deeply in love with the same guy for three years, he is out of my league and has had a gf for a year or so of this and - in less than a year I may never see him again. He's all I care about and I don’t care about my future anymore, I used to be very forward planning but now-who cares. All I can see a year from now is agony.

So To sum up-Im too small, Im too trusting, Im soon to be a COMPLETE loner, I may have no future, my parents are awful and im in love with someone that I shouldn’t be. Which may prove to be my end.

Beet that I dare you!

XXX

Sorry doubt I can beat that how bout we give one thing then the next person has to mention something worse..?

you start like pick 1?

and the game seems fun :)

Sure whatever. I pick my last one about having feelings for the guy. You don't really have to beat it tho just vent the pain lol...
The vent the pain game.

ok...

*I only ever hung round with a group of girls untill i was bout 9 when they all of a sudden started bulling me, mostly phyiscal but also verbal. then I had no friend because they where my only friends..so when I was 10 I really started hating it and got my mam to move me from the school, then now in my secondary school the worst girl who was my best friend ended up going to the same secondary school...i hang round with all guys cause girls alway find ways to hurt me and i can't really explain all my problems to guys so i found diffrent ways to take it out..newest way poetry..

I like this gamel.

Yeah, girls can be horrid sometimes. Guys usualy make good friends.

ok what one do you want me to try beat(BIG TRY) now?

This might be a nice release for some people, but I don't think I'd give it a try...opening old wounds doesn't necessarily suit my fancy, nor does having the whole world know my life. But have fun with it. :-).

What the HELL kinda game is this?

It doesn't look like a release to me...It looks like a freakin contest to see who has more of a right to complain. Everyone has their own problems, and they're all major in some way or another to them. Why make it so that you can brag about being abused? this seems ridiculous. If you want to release, please go to the sadness/depression forum. Don't bring that shit in here.

hmm okay lets see.... i'm bored so i guess i'll do the 'dare' lolz! umm my life is no where compaired to urs but yea....ne way!

*When i was very little in kindergarden i use to be a loner i had No friends. But after bout a year i started to get sum friends. Though i use to bring the best food to school. Junk food. lolz! and this girl name Kate use to bully me and take my food. She even tore my favorite shirt. *cries* i luved that shirt lolz! *sigh* oh well!

**Okay in grade four i got a new best friend (my third best friend) named becky, and well she was a majoe bully always tellin me wut to do and stuff. And she'd literlly call my house 24/7 and if i didn't pick up she'd come over. She lived like 2 min away from me and she'd ring the door bell constantly. Because of her i got kicked out of my house for a day and one night. I constantly got yelled at cuz of her. Cuz ma parents got annyoed of her. Well at least she moved away! lolz! oh and i gave her a piece of my mind be4 she left. Lets just say she hates me now lolz! =D

**Then in grade six i got another new best friend (use to have horrible luck with gettin best friends lolz) ne wayz she turned out to be nice at first but then became a becky wanna be. *rolls eyes* i hated her with a passion as well...just didn't say it to her face. Then i really liked this guy in gr. 7 and she knew that and well they started goin out. she did it on purpose i know cuz she never liked him she liked sum1 else. Well she moved away as well at the end of grade 7 and i gave her a piece og my mind as well. Actually me and all my friends did, no one liked her she was really mean lolz! i really feel bad for wut i did though and even though she was really mean and evil to me. I still wish i could say srry to her for wut i did....which wasn't as bad as wut she did but oh well.

***Hmmm....well i have a new best firend now actuallyi have like 5. There the greastest and i luv em with all my heart. There always there for me. Though sumtimes i still feel lonely but i guess thats just me lolz! =D

****okay well i was almost kidnapped once when i was little and it was most horrible i still get nightmares *shudders* lolz! Also when i was 8 i woke one morning to see my grandma being carried away --dead-- I have nightmares bout that too i mean it's scary wakin up to a dead body lolz!

*****Non-intentionally ruined my cousin's life.....i ruin a marrage... i never meant to really i was only 9 or 10 years old.....she'd still angry at me for it...and it wasn't even my fault much i guess....said srry but never listened......

******Parents ignore me...then b*rch at me sayin i'm always in my room.....they say iz ma jail cell....there no diffi *rolls eyes* Umm...they yell constansly at me sayin how i'm not good enough of a daughter......

*******MY dad's family says i'm a disgrace cuz i don't live up to 'our name' supposedly....they want to to drink...everyone in ma dad's family does.....i'm like no i'm only 15 jeez....soo i'm now a disgrace......

********I am a mistake.....thats wut my aunt told me one day....that my parents never wanted to i was just a mistake to them.....never told my parents that my aunt told me but it always runs through my head wonderin if iz true......

Well ne wayz i have alot more to say but i'm too lazy to type and i g2g i'm goin over to a friends house and i gotta get ready! ne wayz ttylz byez ya'llz! =D
~Luvz~
~Chica~

just wanted to say all in all I got great friends and I woudn change my life for the world..Iv learned to live with what i got :)

I tryed to make it happy :|
Your turn whats really good bout your life? we can turn this place around!!

:)

see not depressing anymore :)

Im happy your happy :) haha

edited....

There is no way y'all are beating me (okay, I'll give victory to Garrett, wow)-- All Hail The Queen of Self-Inflicted Drama!

>raped and later beaten up by an older neighborhood boy when I was 5
>have an abusive, authortorian, emotionally distant father
>5th and 6th grade lied to constantly by an attention seeking friend who betrayed me again and again
>beaten up and brutally teased in 6th grade for being fat and gross?
>Senior year, went to visit my old high school friends from Freshman year, took a lot of pictures of people I hadn't seen in three years, only to have the prints mixed up with another person's by Rite-Aid
>last summer had a manipulative couple try to make me their ho
>put on academic probation
>have been royally screwed over time and time again by the directions given out by mapquest.com
>lost my friend, childhood crush, to a car accident recently

Bugger, don't allot of us have shit lifes? Lol.

i'll give it a go but i dunno if it's that bad.........

- got bullied when i was 7 until i was 11 by everyone in my year at my school
- then when i was 10 i eventually told my mum what was going on with me being bullied and she phoned up one of the girls mums (cause my mum was best friends with her mum) and then the girl said that i had been bullying her, so my mum accused me of lieing and she kept hitting me everyday because i would come home with bruises on me from where i was being bullied at school, and she didn't believe me!!!
- then when i was 11 my mum told me she had cancer and she was gonna die by christmas 2004 or april 2005 and i freaked!!!!
me, my mum and my dad told everyone we knew about my mum because we thought every1 should know, and we told my school!
- then november 2004 i started self harming cause i couldn't cope that my mum was gonna die!!!
- then christmas 2004 my mum told me and my dad that she was lieing about ever having cancer, and then the next day she said she did have cancer and then the next day she said she didn't, and it got so f***ing confusing!!!!
- my self harming got worse because of what my mum said and did!!!
- then i had 2 best mates that i put all my trust and my faith in and i told them everything about me, and they said they cared about me and they would alwayz be there for me!!! and then 3 days later they said they hated me and they we're happier without me and that i was depressing to be around and stuff like that!!!!
and they told every1 that i was a lesbian (which i'm NOT) and every1 hated me!!!
- then my self harming got even worse because i had no mates!!
- then i eventually got new mates and my life started to get better and i stopped self harming but then i found out on august 1st this year that my dad is cheating on my mum and he doesn't know that i know and my mum doesn't even know that my dad is cheating!!!
but i haven't self harmed again..... YET!!!
- and now when i get the chance i drink alochol to take my mind off of all the s*** that has happened!!!
- oh yeah and to make it all even better, all my life my parents have hit me for no reason, really hard and sometimes me dad strangles me until i can't breathe, but they said that they were allowed to do it and that i can't tell anyone because i would get taken away and now i find out that what they're doing IS illegal and i don't know what to do!!!!

does that beat the last person?
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

no i'm doing this cause i'm bored, i got nothing else better to do!!!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

well. ill ttry my best to beat it.. here goes.. i was moved to 4 different school by the time i was in year 3.. i had bad friends in year 7.. in year 8 i was so deeply harrassed and bullied by my two best friends, the whole year 8 grade disliked me.. year nine is when my family started to dislike me so i turned to going clubbing and alcohol to ease the pain, which didnt help because their were always older guys around and you had to watch ya back all the time. I started cutting and feeling suicidal in year ten. then things started to pick up a bit. i found a nice guy but then got pregnant to hima nd had my baby. the last 2 months i have had a boyfriend who i thought loved me but then tried to take advantage of me... and i have just recently lost all of my clostest friends, and thought about dying,but i would never leave my baby girl on her own..

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i'm sorry! you probably don't want my sympathy but anywayz i'm sorry!!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

*Hugs you all* :-(

I still think this is a silly game...

well i know i cant beat any of you bt here is my sad story

-was a sick baby growing up..always in the hospital

- had a blatter disease which made me anerexic

-got called names growing up because i was either to skinny or to sick of too fat after hospital visits

-finally got out of being sick and my body went crazy...gained wieght

-my bestestest friend in the whole world might be going to a different high school...leaving me with these people that i dispised

-got my ass kicked for no reason...

-started cutting myself and almost became suicidal when my firend garrison died

-lost my virginity to a 21 year old and regret ever doing that!!!

-went ack in the hospital for blatter and kidney failure...another wieght loss!!!..in and out agian at the hospital

-my blatter lost control...had to be potty trained again...(done with that!!!thank god)

i dont think i beat alot of poeple but its worth a shot lol..these are not in order and most of these thing already happened so some of these things dont affect me anymore..

***BrOkEnGlAsS***

Well it's late and I'm bored. So I will name some bad things, and to turn it around, name some awesome things as well.

Um...

When I was 8 my best friends mother died. I was very close to her, and it was very hard.

When I was 10, my best friend's father would baby sit myself, and my other best friend (who is a girl). You know what I'll give them names. The best friend I mentioned first will be names Chris, and the best friend who is a girl will be named, um, Marie? Well anyways, he would baby sit us, and raped us constantly until I turned 12.

Marie, who was older than I was, and was my friend through an older cousin of mine (same with Chris) got pregnant and eventually killed herself. I saw her die.

She slept with Chris before she killed herself to blame him for the child, and he believed, until very recently that it was his.

I went out with Chris. I love him very much, but we broke up several times, and decided it would be best as friends. I miss him terribly.

I began cutting and thinking about killing myself often.

Two of my grandparents died, and one of my cousins.

I'll leave some stuff out....

Chris found out what his father did, and flipped out. Ran away, and I don't know where he is. I miss him so much.

Leave some stuff out.

And now I'm here, and time for the good stuff...

I have so many awesome friends, that I love dearly, and, I know, love me back.

Wonderful boyfriend, who loves me, and I absolutely love.

A friend, most dear, that I can trust with my life and all my secrets.

I have stopped cutting, and have not thought about killing myself in so long.

I'm learning to deal with the loss of my friend, and others. Although I will never forget them, I am learning to move on and not to dwell on the past, but to remember it and cherish it for it has made me the person I am today.

Generally, life right now, isn't all that bad. It seems to get better as time goes on. If you wait it out, you'll find that it is truly worth living!!

Yours truly,

Kalika

.....I know it is but when ur as bored as i am it seems VERY exciting! lolz!...but really i'm soooo bored!!!! lolz =D
~Luvz~
~Chica~

nooo....i really didn't read wut others had to say....*shrugs* srry if i did or said ne thin wrong......
~Luvz~
~Chica~

lolz okay!...i am still though! ohh well!! lolz! i guess i am silly arent i?... lolz! and weird and right now really really hyper! lolz but iz all good! =D
~Luvz~
~Chica~

awww lolz! thats soo sad!... i think that happened to me too!! lolz....iz always like 'ignore angie cuz she's sooo odd' lolz! jk!! and i'm replying~!!

Ne wayz nm just sittin here doin nothin might go watch a movie or sumthin!....but i guess i'm a lil tired (iz like 2:40AM)not much though i more BORED and lazy! lolz! wut bout u!?
~Luvz~
~Chica~

lolz doin nails eh? nice lolz! yeah i'm here bein a loner as well lolz!! ne wayz i'm srry but i g2g lolz! SRRY don't hurt moi! *hides* lolz! but ma dad's yellin at me to turn of ma light and go to sleep *rolls eyes* ....lolz! soo i g2g but i'll ttylz laterz kkz! and pm if ya want....kkz! srry again! Have fun gettin ya nails done lolz! byeeeeee!!!!! =D
~Luvz~
~Chica~

I'm just straggling on life right now.

THE BAD (the past)
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*My parents divorced, but suddenly they got back together, and they constantly fight every night.

*My sisters make me do everything from doing laundry, to cleaning the whole house, and to doing the yard work.

*One of my best friends died... almost 2 years ago.

*My old girlfriend died this April.

*My parents abuse me, verbally and physically. They corner me in a room, my mom screaming in the background while my dad beats me with a book or just kicks me.

*My parents forget about my birthday every year.

*I'm tired of my peers. I really do need to find better friends who can hold up a GOOD conversation.

*My sister is spoiled, I don't even get money. So I have to go around town doing jobs.

*I've been betrayed by a lot of best friends.

*School is stressful, no one likes me.
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THE GOOD (present)
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*I have a wonderful girlfriend, her name consisted of my old girlfriend's name. (Trina -> Christina)

*My friends and I are having a blast this summer!

*My parents don't hurt me as much

*My sister's leaving for college. Which means I finally get money.

*I actually love my life right now.

*After going through my depressed stage, I found out what I should do when I get depressed again.

*I've learned alot. Which is good. (academically and social)

*My parent's actually remembered my birthday. (August 14th! yay me!)

*I can't wait for school because I have friends that support me. And they can have a blast, while having a GOOD conversations! yaay

*I'm through with the cutting. (It was terrible...)
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I think that the good over-weighed the bad. So I'm content with life right now. After 2 years of cutting, I'm finally over with it.

Manipulated Child