Bad Day? Vent here!

Had one of those days? Well I have so I'm gonna have my vent. My crush which I haven't seen since April came to school to see me! But I, whose not afraid to punch out a 6 foot 5 guy, was to 'scared' to even talk to him! And so now he has left thinking I don't want to speak to him even though I want it more than the world. So there you go. Just me making the worse out of a good situation. So anyone else had a 'great day'?

Well, last night I was all cut up in trying to get past my cutting addiction, and right when I was in a situation where I realised I could beat it, I found out from my youth pastor that Clinton Grayson died. I didnt really know him that well, but he is such a big part of my youth group. And so everyone went to spend the day together. But my parents didnt seam to get that people need time to get over death and they wanted me to come home to help with our family garage sale, so I got in fight with them (and waon) But almost had an anxiety attack because of it. So Yeah, I would say I had a bad day.

Thats exactly how clint died....

i havent really had a bad day...but im tired as hell cause im running on 4 hours of sleep...which isnt that bad but i have swim in an hour and im going to die cause im so tried...9000 yards on four hours of sleep

depression has finally took over me.. ive been depressed for about 2 years now, and I've tried to hide it but cant anymore.

better news.. my friends are being super supportive, i love them to death:D