I nearly cheated on him

I never doubted I was in love with my boyfriend, even though he's been away for 7 weeks. He's coming back for a while on friday before leaving again for good. But the other night I went to a party, and got quite close with one of his friends. I didn't kiss him, but we came close and I'd wanted to. I don't know what I was thinking. I don't know whether I love my boyfriend as much as I thought now. I never thought I'd do anything to hurt him. Help me! I don't know what anyone else can do, but I feel so guilty I just need to talk.

it must be very hard to deal with something like this and maybe what you need is the affection your boyfriend cant give you because of the distance. maybe after seeing him you should explain that its not working because if hes not going to be around, its gonna just keep getting harder and end up hurting you even more. its hard, but maybe its sometimes best just to let go.

Key word: nearly. You didn't, so don't worry your little head over it, babe.

You didn't cheat so don't worry about that. Although I will say if you have to question your love then it's probably not LOVE.

That's what I'm now thinking. I think I've fallen out of love with him

well i think if your havinn 2 thoughts about your feelings then maybe you dont feel the same any more, i dont know that just what i think