Darien

Hey. Post here whenever you get on.

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Hey... Can we talk?

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hey whats up /

Eclipse!!! Whats goin on beautiful? Hm...i hate when no ones on. I get lonely. o well. ttyl ~Drew

Darien. Hey, if you're on tonight, come here and talk. Erin obviously wants to talk to you and I owe you an apology.... So....

Hey everyone.. I'm sorry I've been away from home.. but I'm back now

Darien... Hey. I'm glad you're back. I need to talk to someone... I was hoping you can help me

Sure! what's up?

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But hey... I shouldn't drop all this on you... It's not fair to you.

So how was your weekend. Darien? Have fun?

Yeah. Thanks, Katie. I decided to stay, but I'm not talking to Ismail. He's not worth the anuerysms...

Don't worry, I know the feeling. I have a lot of stuff I'm going through. The fight with my parents and sisters are heated still. I'm stuck in the middle, and I don't have a place to stay. I'm working 8 hours a day. I don't want to go home, but it's the only place I can go. I'm thinking about leaving my band, because I need to focus on school. I'm in a terrible position as well. I really hope things work out for you. You really don't deserve any of this.

I'm really sorry.... I shouldn't have said anything. You don't need to hear me grip when you have so much going on yourself. Please don't leave your band.... You're so good. I listen to your music clips all day (I downloaded them). Sure, school is important, but don't quit...

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*hugs you* I love you, Darien, and I'm really sorry you're going through all this stuff. I wish I could be there to just.... be there for you.

Thanks Erin *hugs* it is tough. I know you have it rough as well. We're both in the same boat, and it really sucks. But I'm sure we can pull eachother through this. I'll be there for you, if you'll be there for me. We can talk things over, and see if they progress.

I'm sorry Erin. My sister is at it again with my mom. I have to go and sort things out. This is going to be a rough night. I hope things get better for you. Have a good night, and try to work things out. Whatever the problems are. There's always a solution. (don't take the easy way out) .. Take care *hugs* love you

*kisses your cheek* Thanks.... You're so sweet. I want to be able to help you. I'm sure we can beat our demons with eachother's help. You're prince charming for getting into the middle of a cat fight like that. Hopefully that's resolved without too much incedent.

Good luck, hun. Hopefully, we can talk more tomorrow. Good night, Darien...

Thanks man

Words are very powerful my friend. That's why poetry is considered art. If words were meaningless, we wouldn't be writing.

very correct. same with books.

lol.

I can't accept, because my words are not meant to hurt people. It's meant to keep me stronger, and give myself esteem. I just share it with other people, and hope they can learn, and enjoy from it.

Well spoken, Darien. (Thanks for commenting on my poem)

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Darien, I got your e-mail. If you're on tonight, leave a message. I'll be on until around midnight. *hug* Love ya'.

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Hey Erin *hugs*
Sorry I can't stick around too long. My parents don't want me on the computer. So I'm going to have to send you an email from work. IF you want, please send me an email. I added you to my space, did you know? hmm.. I really wish I had a picture of you.. oh well.. I'll ttyl.. gnite.. sweet dreams.. luv u .. byeeee *kotc*

Darien. Hi. Don't worry about it, I understand. I will e-mail you when I have a spare minute. I hope everything at home is okay. And thanks for adding me to your myspace. I'll see if I can upload a picture and post it there for you (because you asked so nicely). Love you, hun. *hug and kiss* Bye.

Hey Erin,
I'm at work right now. It feels so good to be out of the house. If you're on, I'm here, and I'm willing to talk. I'm in a good mood today, and the environment here makes everything A LOT better!

Well I'll be in an out of the office, so just leave me a message, and I'll get back to you. In the meantime. How are things with you? How have you been, and what have you been up to? How is your band going and have you recorded any songs? We just recorded another song, and I have to go in, and record my bass. I wasn't there when the rest of the band recorded. I'm still thinking about quitting. So what has your summer been like? Anything new and exciting?

Well it's good to hear that you have somewhere to go that makes you happy (even if it IS work)... It's cool you guys recorded another song!? I want to hear it when it's finished, cause I'm sure it kicks a**. (God, please don't quit. Your music is awesome as your poetry - I'd have to kill you if you stopped writing. LOL)
I haven't really been doing much on the exciting category. I've been getting ready to go back to school - agonizing over my class schedule and reading a little in my books for that head start... And I've been working on setting up the battle of the bands for November (are you still thinking about coming? I can send you a flyer if you are.)Besides that, I've been doing nothing but sitting on my bum (I was working for a while, but my boss was mean, cursed at me, etc, so I quit - I didn't need to put up with that crap...) Oh well.
Now I turn your own question on you: What has your summer been like?

Hey Erin,
I'm really sorry, but I don't know about the band. I really want to play something more on the lines of emo/pop punk. These guys have gone heavy metal, and I can't cope with it. I would still like to check your band out, but I'm still not sure if I can go. I'll try really hard to.

My summer, well it's been very eventful. From really great times to really horrific times. It's been all over the place. Great memories, and not so great memories. The best time was the Vans Warped Tour with my buddy Chris (rhythm guitarist) and the worst time is now, how my family is fighting. Overall, if I rated it out of 10. I would have to give it an 8.5! I had some really good times, and they beat out a lot of bad times. Meeting new people, like you, definitely falls under the good times catergory. Well, I'm going for lunch. I will talk to you when I get back. Take care, *hugs*

My family is like that right now. My mom, my dad and my 2 sisters. All of them are arguing against each other. Everyone has their own side, and I am left in the middle. Since they hate everyone else in the family, I'm just a victim. I can't talk to ANY of them. It is indeed like talking to a brick wall. It's going to take something dramatic for them to stop fighting, and realize it's over something small. It's unfortunate, but it looks like it's the only way to bring them together again.

What do you mean by dramatic? And what started the fight, anyway? ... I feel so bad for you right now. You're caught in the middle of what seems to be WWIII, and you can't do anything about it... *hug* I'm sorry, Darien. I hope things can be worked out so you don't have to feel that way. Please, don't do anything stupid. I gues I'll talk to you when you get back from lunch. I love you.

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Well, I mean something dramatic, like sad. I don't want to wish for anything bad, but if someone passed away, that would bring them closer. I'm not going to do anything stupid, so you don't have to worry. Unless, it's like, run away. But they wouldn't notice. I might move out though, and live on campus. It will be good for me I think. The only problem is the money. Hmm, oh well, I'll find away to fix this!.. Ok food time now! We're going to a buffet! Hooray! lol !!!

All else fails, you can move in with me in my dorm? ^.^ Try to relax and not think about it now, though. You're at work and you're talking to me - away from your problems. Have fun a your buffet, hun. See you when you get back.

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No! Don't blow up! LOL! Vagabon, that's mean!

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Hey I'm back. I didn't blow up, but I am so stuffed right now. We went for a walk right after we ate, but that didn't help too much. It was really fun. It was 9 of us walking and talking. We had our own little groups, and we would be switching and stuff. Tons of fun. Caught up on some work when I got back, now I have a few mintues to relax. Have a meeting in 15 mins, so I'll talk to you later tonight. I'm going to play pool with some friend, I may be home late, so don't wait up for me. (aww it's like you're my wife. Don't make dinner, I'm going out with the boys! hehe) Well I hope to talk to you sometime soon. Take care hun! *hugs*

"(aww it's like you're my wife. Don't make dinner, I'm going out with the boys! hehe)"

Cute... I'll be on until after midnight, I'm sure. But if you don't get back on tonight, I wouldn't take it personal. ^.^ Love ya, talk to you lata, hun

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Hey Erin,
I'm at work again, and I didn't really go home last night. I hung out with the guys, and 3 of us just crashed in the car (sleep, not actually crashed the car) :P haha, but I'm feeling a lot better after last night, and cracking jokes and enjoying myself. Takes my mind of a lot of things. So how are you today? Anything exciting happen yesterday? Tomorrow I'm jamming with the band, and next Saturday we have a show. It may be my last. :(
Anyways, hope to hear from you soon. Take care!