my odinary life or is it?

hey people i ve been gone for a while from here , lost in my own life that i thought was much better than in the past,i ve started dating a girl ,called her to the movies picked her up ,went to movies ,kissed on the beach after movies ,same romantic start as i had with any other girl ,so then she told me that she liked me for many years and broked up with her bf becouse of me , i understood that it was more than like to me ,she loved me really hard, i only liked her and thought of having good relationship and with time my love will come to her,but then something in me started run opposite dirction from her , my 2nd side , i coudnt call her , when she looked at my eyes i just turned around ,i didnt know why ?!?!. . . she did everything for me no matter what i asked ,when she asked at list tell her something to make her smile i was dead ...few days ago i told her if its better if we be friends and its better for her becouse i didnt wanna hurt her .we broke up i went back to my lonelines .and then her mom calls me and says that its all my fault that i made her doughter go crazy and she doesnt wanna eat , sleep, my pictures in her room everythwere ,and she cryes all the time and talking about killing herself ....

i dont know what to do with it ,becouse its not a 1st time this happence to me,and in the end i am the bad guy :(

ye thats what i did ,but when i see her on the street sometime or come visit her she looks fine adn happy ,she just dont wanna show that she is hurt , but then again its not something she does as an immature girl its just as i understood from her words she was hurt many times and trusted everyone ,in the end everyone used her and just throw her away ,now she thought she found me as the one who will care about her and love her ,but i cant give her all that in just one day

i think you need to really show her u were never using her. tell her a lil story about how relationships sometimes go there seperate, ways and sometimes we cant control our hearts, but shell always be in yours...

well this gilr really seems to care for you and thats hard to find sometimes, but i been in her shoes i was head over heals in love with this guy things didnt work out, and i felt like i was alone and i didnt eat and i didnt sleep and i cryed a lot and i even talked about killing myself but i fine no i see that things would have never worked out for us and i only know this because i gave it time. but are you sure that when you found out she love you that you acting diffrent was because you were scared to let her see the real you. i mean it's hard to show people that side of you so is what you did really because you didnt see you 2 going no place or because you felt scared they you 2 might make it. your should really think about it because 5 years down the road you sont wasnt to be looking back saying man i really messed up big time. but if you didnt feel you 2 going no where then try to make her see that. i dont know i hope i helped. sorry if i didnt hope it works out

i wasnt scared , i just saw her near me and i tryed to make her a happy as i could ,but whatever she did for me i never got it ,this feeling u get in your heart that makes u smile ,worm in heart ,this feeling that even thou how small it can be it will make u not to sleep at night and think about her all night long... i hope u understand what i mean ,she is somewhone who cared about me more than any other girl i ve been with , most of other girls just used me to get what they need ,but this one only needed me becouse i became part of her life for 4 years she knew me... i know her so good but i dont know myself at all , thats what i found out

You lead her on for 4 years...no wonder she's crazy about you. How old are you? That determines whether you're ready for this commitment that you've obviously been running away from. Don't worry. This second side isn't that odd. You're a guy. Get over yourself.

your acctually one of the nice guys...if that was done to me...i wouldnt go crazy i would just get over it...but im not one to get attached very often...so i never end up hurt...shes probably emotional but someone....not you....needs to tell her its just a guy...

hehe its not age , its life that just around us , a lot of things was in front of me and her and age i am 18 ,but i think i am mature enough to live my own life without parents and pay bills and shit and study in university all by myself ... i dont date girls just for sex ,just dont i cant just have sex ith a girl i have no feelings to...i guess i am one dumb guy not like everyone else :(