Guilt.. of course

I recently started cutting again (yes again) I started about 3 years ago, guess it never really ended. Anyways, I told my best friend and he kind of got mad. Ever since I told him we have been fighting and just distant. He then started hurting himself. The guilt of him doing that just hurts me and I cut more. The more I cut then worse we get. It's a never ending cycle. And I know I should stop but nothing more do I want than him to stop. I know I am stupid for doing it and I really don't want him doing the same thing. How can I make him see that it's not the way out, and not be completely hypocritical about it? Please someone help me. I am desperate!

I suggest you try quitting...and help him to stop too...do it together...you don't have to be hypocritical about it...you can stop doing it...at least try, please.

Trying is all I can offer to anyone, even to myself. I can't go a night without it and I want to stop so much. But more than that I just want him to. Thanks

Well you are going to have to do more than try aren't you?