& You Think You're Messed Up

Get a journal so you can write all the things that happen to you down, and you can vent.

-EMily-

nope, actually i dont think im messed up

I'm kinda in the same situation

My mom's a drug addict
My dad abuses me
I got into the WRONG crowd
I started cutting
I started drinking my problems away
My older brother is now gone and in college
he was the only person I could actually depend on
I started doing drugs on 4/20 actually
and I haven't been able to stop.
I can't trust anyone now.
I can't seem to find a boyfriend
but I always find myself liking a guy, he likes me
next think I know its
"Avery, I like you a lot but you're just too young for me"
I've given up on guy's.
Guy's are just another name for heartbreakerss

k thats enough of my sadd storyy

alota people have got it really bad yano
My mum died when i was two
In came the evil step mum b..itch.
She always beated us.
my dad had two children to her, which now made 7 kids... alot!! haha
Then my sister died when i was 8, she was only 15.
Then we moved, my step mum broke up with my dad and wont let us or my dad see my step sister and brother..
Boys drugs alchol...
Theres alot of people out there kind of like us.
But you have got to think of the people who have absoultly nothing, like the kids living with aids in africa.. Its f.ucking horrible..

I dont think you should puch your dad away, Tell him you love him, because you have to think how is he feeling and dealing with all of this?
He's not cutting him self because he has you and your sister to look after.
He hasnt taken the easy way out like your mum did, which im really sorry she did..
Just stay as strong as you can!!!!!!!!!!
much love aye
xoxox Bam

i totally agree, very well said! luv yas mwah

-kayla-

wow at least you have good reasons to be depressed... mine are so pathetic. everything in my life is so pathetic....

well i wish you the best of luck with your life
seriously

much love
memily

So is this the trend now? To brag about our problems and see who's life sucks more?

Well said Garrett!!

Thank you, Garret, that's been the latest "rage" all summer...

//Ari\\

okay ppl handle pain differently so dont try to out do yourselves on whos lives are worse. it can get worse trust me. Just write stuff down, and write down details times and dates it really does help, and mabye have someone read it. I have got my journal about a month ago and im almost done, i had my brother in law read it, my best friend, and when its done im going to eventually give it to my b/f to read considering he wants to know somethings I just cant let him know right now. your life will get better somehow and sometime you just need to let it. Wow i should be taking my own advice! peace out

Nah i wasnt asking for sypathy, i hate it.. makes me feel lower the the people giving it to me..
Your an idiot for saying that, i was just letting the person know that alot of people have it hard..
So shut up??
xox Bam :)

To tell of your own problems to prove people have it worse because you "think" you have it worse?

...

Okay then. But i'll tell you now, no one will shut up. ;)

//Ari\\

And for God's sake, we weren't even talking to you in particular...more like all of you in general.

//Ari\\

I have it pretty bad too, it's really hard to stay here with all the sh!t that's been happening. My mom's a drug addict, she drinks my dad, well I never met him, he walked off before I was born and my mom hits me for no reason and I've just gotten over a few addictions (smoking, drinking, drugs) myself, and I hated how I used to be, definitely with the wrong crowd but they showed me one thing nobody else has, and that's respect, and they helped me back on my feet and now I see what it's like again, you're going to pull through. I can tell you're a strong person, just keep it up...

I have it pretty bad too, it's really hard to stay here with all the sh!t that's been happening. My mom's a drug addict, she drinks my dad, well I never met him, he walked off before I was born and my mom hits me for no reason and I've just gotten over a few addictions (smoking, drinking, drugs) myself, and I hated how I used to be, definitely with the wrong crowd but they showed me one thing nobody else has, and that's respect, and they helped me back on my feet and now I see what it's like again, you're going to pull through. I can tell you're a strong person, just keep it up...

amba, well hey i wasnt talking to you. but hun, there are ppl that are sitting here thinking their lives are bad since they cant find a b/f. Its bull crap! i wasnt just talking to you. I was talking to everyone in the room, but yeah i read your life, wow you must be going through a hard time, hope you feel better, feel free to send me a PM

Yeah sorry, i do find it pathetic about the bf thing to, but pains pain and it does hurt i guess, thanks heaps. sorry to be a d**k. my lifes been going really good though lately, like all year, im so happy.

thats good. but yeah pains pain, but really have fun and be single, I know I use to be the same way if i didnt have a b/f like I had to have one all the time, and I have friends that are like that too, do you know what that tells me, is that you dont love yourself, so you have to find someone to do it for you, and sorry but how is someone supose to love you if you cant love yourself, being single doesnt mean you are sick, so go out and have some fun!!! Things only get better if you let them, wow this is scary, im making sense of this, which i should probably tell myself too. so we all have things to work on I guess, so i got to go