Just Venting

  • erikka baby
    19 years ago

    Lately, things seem to be changing way too fast, and alot of stuff has been going wrong. I'm not writing my problems down for you to feel sorry for me, I'm just venting, I'm not looking for any sympathy. Anyways, I just started high school. Obviously, I'm a freshman this year. I don't have classes with anyone I know, and it's tough. The friends I had in middle school are so different. They never talk to me anymore. I know this happens to alot of people, but I'm having alot of trouble ajusting to all the changes. My boyfriend and I were supposed to have 2 classes together, and lunch. Well, they changed his schedule so now we have nothing together. He does take me to school in the morning, which makes things so much easier, because then I can see him, and at the end of the day we see each other, and (on weekends too). The thing that really bothers me though, is that I don't have anyone that I'm really friends with. Almost everyone I know have friends that they hang out with on weekends, and have slumber parties with, and talk to every night on the phone. I just have my boyfriend, Austin. That's why I love him so much, he's not just my boyfriend, but he's my best friend. He always has been ever since middle school. I just want a really close "girl" friend. Maybe I'll meet someone and then we'll just hit it off and be really good friends. I hope so, because I'm pretty lonely.

    There, I got everything out that I wanted to say. If you read all that, I applaud you, because I know that I'm better off than tons of people. So feel free to comment or whatever.

    Thanks again for listening. ♥

    ♥ Tattered

  • Torn
    19 years ago

    yeh it will pass... but i know how you feel now..it just seems so bad!!
    i'm kinda the same except i'm in australia so the school system doesn't work the same. i've been feeling real lonely too lately..it sucks!!

    hope you're ok...
    take care x x x

  • Lu
    19 years ago

    I know it's hard to meet new friends but you'll never meet them unless you take the first step .I'm sure there are plenty of other girls thinking the same as you and waiting for someone to introduce themselves.Go out and spread your wings and be the social butterfly..Good luck hope you find a good friend