*~*Gay guys and love*~*

Hey all! im not really sure who is goin to respond to this bc its kinda weird topic to post on here but i thought hey why not...there is this guy that i have been goin to school with since way way way back. we have been through everything together. all through this i have known he was gay but it never really bothered us. like i said we were really close..i mean he was my first kiss,my first real time(haha ya know) and my first person i ever wanted to marry. But how am i suppose to love this guy that only wants a guy himself. i mean we talk about everything together that it hurts to hear him say stuff like that. what should i do...please help it would mean alot! thank you! Val

change is never something that i think this guy would do...its kinda weird bc i really love him i know i do and i know that deep down he loves me too...just not the way i want him too.....i dont knwo what to do....Val