How do i deal with losing my one true love

I am young, at the age of 19, but i honestly feel like my ex-girlfriend was the love of my life. I know what love is and i felt it everday and every second i was with or without her. We were together for over a year and all of the sudden she just said that it was over. I was crushed. We always talked how we would be together forever and she always told me how much she loved me. We even planned out things like our wedding. I was very committed to her and i would never hurt her. When we broke up, she wanted to still be friends. I told her that i would never talk to her again. I feel that if we talk all the time that i will want our relationship to spark back up again, and if it doesn't then i will be crushed again. Please everyone, help me out. I would take her back if she would, but i don't know if she ever will. I just want her love so much. Any advise would be greatly appritiated. Thank you

Iknow u feel like this..."Giving friend ship to someone who wants love is like giving someone dieing of thirst bread." It sucks so eithier u can be her friend or not at all and just forget about it...Best thing to do to get her back is "PLAY HARD TO GET" so then she gets tha impression that u moved on but really u haven't she will soon frigure out that she lost something great and want u back.

XOXOXOXOXO Love Katie Stice...