Sad, lonely, and could use some advice

My boyfriend and I have been on and off for over a year now. And 2 weeks ago we decided to let it end. It had gotten to the point where I was always so mad at him because he would rather hang out with other girls then me, and then he went to Illinios to stay the night at a girl's house because she was his friend and he was having problems at home...Nothing happened there, but it still really upset me that he would do that knowing how it would make me feel. So a couple of days later I started the discussion of why we never can think of anything to do, or say...that kind of stuff. And we broke up. I was very optimistic about this breakup. I had just gotten to tired and frustrated with the whole situation. And it just felt really good to wash my hands of it. But the problem....I MISS HIM. I'm going out of my mind without him. I can't go a minute without thinking about him. We've talked 3 times since the breakup. And I just so want him back...but I know it wouldn't work....I don't know what to do:(

oh...and to make matters worse....I see his family EVERYWHERE. I loved his family and they loved me. And I miss them too. And seeing them everywhere, and not seeing him is hard and I'm just so upset....I don't know:'( ~starts to cry~

GIRL from what u say u are way times 100 too good for him .guys will be guys and most guys r jerks i'd be mad to. i did the exact same thing ! But then i relized it was for the best and their is "the guy" so y should i waste my time being lonley or broken hearted i prayed alot and God helped me through it he has someone for you !!! and apparently it's not the jerk who ur talking about or he would have never treated u that way .so there's my opinon . good luck tell me how it turns out
luv
*alexis*