Lisa..Kim..Georgi..Come here :)

Hey Crimson ...

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you are *nods* (invited to what btw?!)

hey kim, how are ya hun?

I'm ok I suppose! You?

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Samee :|

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kim! i miss you *cries* lol....but i think you're gone now ha ha....i'll talk to you later i guess...

I miss you too!

What's wrong Crimson?

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D/w..what about you?!

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You sure, im willing to listen .

I've taken a nasty turn with my self esteem .. not eating properly again. Nearly passed out about 4 times today :S and I generally feel horrible :(

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Aww poor you! Ive been thru that before, i hate it!!

Ive given up talkin to people, i hate bringin others down, i jus want the earth 2 swallow me up!

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It's horrible isn't it!

Hey you won't bring me down trust me. And I don't want the earth to swallow you up ..I'd miss you!

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Thnx, it means a lot!

Its my mum, not talking to me again! My friends, i cant trust any of them! Everything really!

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Why isn't your mum talking to you? Ooh I hate it when you lose trust in your friends.

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crimson just coming online 2 let u no i gtg! :( i will talk to u soon
love u loads and loads
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Ive never been able to trust any of them...and i know that makes me stupid for still calling them my best friends, but thats the way it is :(

Ok Georgi, talk to ya soon, luv ya!!! xXx

No I know what you mean .. I can trust one of my friends .. I know it sucks majorly. And hurts incredibly. But like you said, unfortunately that's the way it is.

What's happened with you and your mum?

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Ever since i got back from holiday shes been a right cow, the first thing she said when i got back was 'i cleaned the house, i want it to stay like that!' and shes been cold with me ever since! she always is!

Ive nevver really been able to trust any of my friends, these ones, and my old ones, i can trust about one of them sort of, but not with everything! :(

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Has she got any reason to be cold with you? Who did you on on holiday with?

Na me either, it's horrible.

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Not really!

I went with my dad, my aunty, uncle, 4 cousins, my cousins fiance and her daughter!

My mum didnt want to come!

yeah it sux!

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Hmm ..

Thats kind of strange, not wanting to come :(

Yup big time!

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Not really, its all my dads family, and she didnt want to go with them, and her and my dad dont usually get on either!

Hmm :(

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Oh I see, aww hun :(

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Yeah....thats why i wanna go back to france, away from all these people at home, back to the people i met!

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I understand why you would want to go back hun, I couldn't wait to go home from my holiday, I had a sleezy turkish man that wouldn't stop touching and kissing me :'(!!!

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Awwww hun!! There was this french guy that did that to me, but luckily he left the day after!! :(

I met so many nice guys, so much nicer than the guys i know here...and they were soooo fit aswel!!

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It's horrible ... ewww.

Aww hun, yeah most people you meet on holiday are!!

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Yup...and on holiday i was drunk like every night, and didnt do hardly anythin durin the day..lol!!

Hmm oh well!! i guess i bttr get used to it!!

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Ahhh I love being drunk .. havn't been for ages :( Lol.

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what I miss?

Nothing .. Just me and Crimson talking :)

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Lol, i did sum STUPID things!! i danced with this guy, got off with him, his brother, his friend, and then someone else all infront ov everyone ((apart from all my family lol)) i felt sooooooo stupid wen i saw thm the next day!!

and i broke a chair infront ov lyk the entire bar!! oopsie :P

Lol! Awwww shame :P

I got a new skirt from Miss Selfridge today for school .. it's sooo nice. But cost £40 :O Well .. £30 for me because my friend works there and got me 25% discount .. but it's soo nice :D

Lol, cool, what does it look like?!?!

I got new shoes & bag today :D

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my friend says hi?!?

Its like just longer then knee length and a really nicegreen with green patterns along the bottom and like flowers on it .. hard to describe without you thinking it's minging! Isn't retail therapy THE BEST???

HI Feline's friend :D

lol okay cool!! :P

yeah it like totally IS :D :D :D i

she's laughing, and she wants to set up an account here soon

I LOVE IT! :D:D:D:D

what are you guys talking about????

SHOPPING :D :D :D

Hello *wave*

Kooool she should come join us CRAAAZZZZYY people!!!