i cant take it anymore

i jus cant tak living ne longer...i seriously jus feel like givin up but im not that stupid to kill myself..but than again it hurtz to b living..nobodyz knows how much pain im feelin. it hurtz so bad. i jus dont kno wat to do nemore i pray & cry myself to sleep evry night..how can God allow me to hurt like thiz?

babe
come on
dont kill yourself, ive been to the edge so many times, yet ive never tried to jump...
i know babe, im always looking over the edge. but i havent, and wont jump. dont babe, i know its hard, we all have our pain, yours is probiblly alot worse than mine, but lala, you can do it, i believe in you. i do. i'm here to talk memily666@yahoo.com

much love and luck and ****hugs****
memily

Angelina you're sounding more and more like Natalie everyday .. we looooove it :D

One word: DEAL.

The rest of us are..

//Ari\\

Lol Angelina!! Yes .. to us all .. Standing united we shall follow in the footsteps of leaders .. hahaha.

Ari - Hahaha. Yes. I agree. DEAL.

I have a heart, I just agree with everyone else. There are people out there that are so much worse thanyou and your whining about little things. Just forget yourself for a minute and take a look around at everyone else, the people that REALLY have problems.

Just Me...what the hell does Angelina's music have to do with her opinion on a girl who's wanting to take her life?

"Elsewise I fear to hear your music." Very well you should be. I believe that Angelina makes a frickin awesome pianist...

//Ari\\

No .. people with hearts show compassion for people who DESERVE to be down. There's a big difference.

lala: everybody goes through a dark period in life. I know I went through something similar. My advice, stay strong! You'll get through it...try starting a new hobby, make a new friend, help someone else out...remember their's always somebody worst off than you.

"When made fretful by small cares, look up the sky and see how insignificant our troubles really are"--unknown (one of my fav. quotes)

...don't ask y you should live...y shouldnt you live....

If I believed in God I could answer your question but I dont....

but anyways just hang in there I dont know what happened to you...but you will make it....brighter days to come...luv yas mwah

-kayla-

thnx 4 all tha love. i kno ya dont kno wat im goin thu but i waz jus lookin for sum encouragement i mean i jus needed to hear that evrythin will b ok u kno? i waz jus really down that 1 night jus felt like giving up. but yeah & whoever said i would "get over it" is stupid bcaz ppl jus dont get over these thingz!! & also u dont even kno watz goin on. & yeah im 14. SOOO?? jus bcaz im young..iz that suppose to mean my problems arent that bad or wat? well yeah anywayz thnx 2 all ya!

much luv

Lala...i believe i gave you encouragement. I told you to deal with it instead of killing yourself for whatever reason you found neccessary.

Don't find that encouraging enough? Here's a thought: If you REALLY hated your life, you would either get help for whatever it is or just go and kill yourself instead of talking about it.

Conclusion: You might actually WANT to LIVE, you THINK?

//Ari\\

P.S.- I believe you missed the point about the bit about you being just 14...there's something in every early teen's body that's triggered by nature itself...they're called hormones. Over-emotional, suicidal, depression in general...it's all the common signs of being a teen. Eventually you'll snap out of it.

And usually what we call depression isn't depression. Depression is a medical condition while most of us think that it just means a bunch of tears and a broken heart.

Be strong, not weak! survival of the fitest! do want to be remembered as a coward??

hey hun just stay strong and things will get better later on. I know things get hard, and to the point you may not want to live, trust me, Ive been there. but things will get better

get drunka dn cry with friends. thats what i did tontie, it helps. i was actually able to cry. by the way i never cry

shiky you seem kool.. so i dont really care lol

im so drunk and sad. i hate life! it sucks, but i awnt to be positive for everyone else

me advice.. OKAY GO AHEAD:D

drinkin doesnt solve anything. u drink to forget about ur problems & than it jus endz up creating more issues. but thass jus me. but anyways im not gonna do all that shit bcaz im smarter than that i could handle this tha right way & it jus needz time not evrythin could come that easily but hey, if this is wat it takes than wutever. im only 14 & ive been thru hell mah whole life & yeah i kno theres alot of ppl out there whos been thru worse & i truly hurt for them bcaz i cant even handle wat IM goin thru so i can only imagine how THEY feel..but all im sayin is that yeah at thiz age its mostly about hormones or wutever but with me its a WHOLE different story..itz veryyyyy personal. i mean its not like im over here crying over a boy or crying bcaz im on mah PERIOD! lol im actually nicer wen im on mah period haha im not ur typical teenage grl whoz crying over guyz or throwing herself at guyz & being a lil slut so that she can actually get sum! or drinkin mah sorrowz away or smokin weed to fit in..well yeahh...anywayzz..

lol..i 4got all about them

r u serious? damn i 4got that too =/

hahah i fixed my spelling errieos, cuz im nice like this, bt tgus time i wont2 if u want me to rpive something than i am. but whatever

being drunk does not slolve anything, tonite i broke down and i hate myself for it

lol naw im okay

yeah i got drunk 1 night i really over did it & i threw up & it jus made me think y tha hell do i do thiz u kno? it jus makes it worser..it doesnt change nethin in a GOOD way so watz tha point ? =(

Well it sounds to me like you have a good head on your shoulders. You can make smart decisions, so just think your way through this one. You'd be surprised how many people do feel what you're feeling-the pain, the struggle...it's just all something we have to push through and it's not easy. It's never been easy for ANYONE....no one has ever had THE perfect life....there really is no such thing...you just may have it worse than some people, but not all.

And even though I said you have a good head on your shoulders-I just want to take this precaution and warn you not to cut, or do drugs or any of that shit. Cutting does NOT help....hurting others through yourself is not the way to go. If you want that kind of attention people will react all the same if you say you've been THINKING about it. Drugs..or even just pills-they're really screw you over. You don't get to escape reality. No one does. It's always going to be there, and the only time when the world will fade away is when you dream. and that's it. Drugs will give you just another reality to deal with-a harder one. They'll complicate life.

Sex is an obvious thing. You're an idiot if you're going to screw someone for the self esteem boost. It'll only make you feel like a whore and low class, and truth betold, you wouldn't be lying to yourself most likely. Not to mention all the STDS, Unwanted Pregnancies, ugh...all the drama that would bring.

It's really hard...it REALLY is...sometimes the load will lighten though, it's just heavy now. Breath, don't think about your problems too much or you're going to get depressed and that will fog your thinking.

~Sierra

__Meatball Hoagie#2__

yeah i completely agree w/ you..but ive been depressed for..not a long time..but like..itz gunna b 3 yrz i guess idk. but yeah its REALLY hard but im dealing..

thnx !

much luv

you're so welcome! :-D...just tryin to help..