chapter 2

hey .. i really dont know how to start it ,just had talked about it many times , this girl that i know for about few years or so, i really felt in love with her a real one first time in my life, we dated and things didnt work out becouse she coudnt forget her ex bf and we broke up , so about 1 year has passed we were neutral friends ,whenever my friend sand me go out somewhere she is there also so they all talk ,but not me and her ,we just say hi and bye ,but i noticed that she just keeps on loooking for a way to piss me off or to lough at me loud so it would embarace me ,but it works out opposite :).. and me i really dont even plan on piising her off i just keep away from her ,but it always works out as i am trying to make fun of her infron t of everybody else....i've tryedto get over with my past with her ,dated 2 girls , broke one heart , but I CANT stop thinking about this girl from my past about her eyes smile and everything else ,i know that i still love her ,but i dont know why is it all happening between me and her ad what should i do.... please give me advice becouse i really need it

hey chuk, stop goin out with other girls to get to her or to try get over her ..IT DOESNT WORK!! as for the heart you broke u should go and make it rite!!! ....the one you love...TELL HER seriously guys are so bad at showing they are interested!! show her you love her ...if she makes fun of youu laugh with her!!!! or slam her back with the best come back...she might be impressed!! MIGHT!! don't keep your love for her secret .u wil never get her then ...i'm sure she will understand....keep me posted k
*~SaRaH~*

well i told her that i love her once and it was long time ago , she cryed for some reason, but in our days she says she loves her ex bf and cant live without him ,while he is in other state ,sometimes when my friends talk about her what she said lately i hear that she tell them she is all alone and sadness is her best friend, i am the only one who understands her ,this might be one of those reasons why she hates me . i know when she lies or not ,or when she tryes to cover up somethin, but today she lives her life of one day she haves fun with her friends ,but when next day they all gone and she crys,as what i know that she loves her ex bf and she started dating him again few months ago , so i am really messed up with all this

i wish i would be getting more responce and help as i give others :(