black day...so depressed

i know i will probably get upped for posting this by some...note to them : i cant take no more of that stuff i just need help ...clean plane HELP!! n if u don't want to help n just bagg me out ..GO AWAY...

ok ...today i woke up pianted my nails black, put on black tights, a black top and a vest...the thing is i NEVA wear more then one black item at a time i even put up darker curtains and re-painted my room...BLACK ....i feel so empty and alone and i am sooo sick of it i was ready to give up ...now I AM ....so i give up on everything and everyone...i need sumone to talk to BAD!!! if u cood talk it wood help alot...i'm sick of feeling like this!!!
*~SaRaH~*

you can talk to me...

have yahoo?

msn

Hey, you're not the only one that feels this way. Trust me. I have MSN, if you want to talk, just add me. xtsy2urbrain@hotmail.com

I want to help
~ Tina

oh, well if you want to talk, you can pm me...

oh babe,
im so sorry,
you can email me at memily666@yahoo.com
ill help as much as i can

take care hun
memily

i'm always willing to lend an ear, and try to help if i can. if you want to email me it's: mio_sangrev_reflejos@hotmail.com

thanks everyone
its few hours later since i posted this now..i went for a BIG long run and sat on top of a mountain thats on my property and thought (in the rain) it helped me and cleared my hed
*~SaRaH~*

i do that sometimes too!! it helps yeh?!
but you obviously do want/need help or just someone to talk to...so i'm always here...msn:strawbs1@hotmail.com...
hope to hear from you soon.
take care hun x x x

you have a mountain? and rain!?! im so jelous,
its good that it helped.

take care
memily

Isnt that what most teenagers feel like all the time anyway? :|

And just out of interest, not in a mean way, why have so many of these 'Im so depressed, and alone etc' topics come back into the forums theres so many of them and they are all almost exactly the same! Ahhh!

yeah i live on my very own mountain i can see the whole city!!!(bathurst..australia)
it good for runnin and its bout to rain agen
.......
rachel:i agree there is so many so i felt that i needed to post my own to get heard!

hey good point...
well i don't have a mountain MEM...lol...but i meant like go for a walk etc...
hmm....take care ppl x x x

btw im so jealous tear stained...!!!I WANT MOUNTAIN:P

lol its ok but it gets a bit windy up hear ...i went for another big big run it is so workin to clear my hed !!!!! i tryed it last year wen i lived in the country with my mum n it was flat n it didnt clear my hed n i stil cut but here i live with my aunt(bigger chances of succes in bigger towns!!i go to skewl here) and i am guna swear by runin every day !!!! it works here thats so weird!!

hey, add me to msn bubblegum_angel69@hotmail.com, im always a good listener and u wud be suprised how much i understand what ur talking about.. coz im going through the same thing.
take care.
- tan