It's been a sad night.

I just got home from a party, where all my friends were. Although this sounds like fun, it was extremely depressing due to the fact that all of them are leaving to go to university on Sunday. I don't know if I'll seen any of them again. The worst part was when My best friend and I said goodbye and he said all these wonderful things to me, and I couldn't say anything I was feeling, because I didn't want to cry. So, I just kept my mouth shut, never said anything I wanted to say. I just wish we all had just one more year...

Sorry for the complaining, I'm just really down. And since I'm not going to school this year, I know that they will all move on and forget about me, while I'm still filled with memories about them.

Kalika

kalika!!! they will not forget u ...u sound like a beautiful person(unlikeme) they will remember u ....they can cum visit you in holidays..theres always the fone and internet...i realis they wil be busy but they love you and i am POSSITIVE they will make time for you

*~SaRaH~*

Thank you very much Sarah. That's really nice of you to say all that. I really hope that you are right. I disagree with you however, you seem like a very beautiful person, and I appreciate you trying to make me feel better.

Kalika

thats ok i love helping people...but i can never seem to help myself oh well!!! hope it all turns out ok!!!
*~SaRaH~*

I do too. Awww, you seem like such a nice person. Is there anyway I can help you?

Kalika

me no i'm guna die so yeah

WAT?? what do you mean?? dont say that..there's always something to stop you..please look for it!!

Oh my, don't say that. Everyone's going to die someday, so why not wait it out, and see what's in store? You never know, something really awesome could happen! Don't wish your time away, it's the most precious thing you have!

Kalika

Thank you Angelina.

That means a lot to me. I don't know though. I'm not the best at making friends, and I'm worried that I'll never get as good friends as the one's I'm losing. I spent almost ever hour of every day with my best friend, and now I'll barely see him. I don't know. Thank you though. Your words mean a lot. I know many people have been in the situation before, and it helps to hear how others deal.

Kalika

Yeah, you're right. It can't be that hard to keep in touch!! Thanks a lot. I'm sure I'll see them, and if they don't come see me I can go for a ROADTRIP!!!

Kalika