Lost and alone...

*enthusiastically*shouts* "Cheer up!"

And if that didn't turn the trick,
Just look around you!
Look at the world!
Focus on the beauty!
Focus on life!
I know its hard to forget the past
I myself am having trouble with that.
But all I have to do is just look around me
And see the world
everything is so beautiful!
Life is so beautiful!

And if that dosent work for ya'
Dont commit suicide.
You'll will die eventually either way
Why dont you just sit back and enjoy the ride
No sense in jumping off early
when there is still so much to come
Yes It will be hard.
Im not trying to tell you otherwise
But life will have its good times too

And dont cut either
I know its an adictive habit
and I know its hard to quit
(Trust me I know)
But its not worth it
Because it will only hurt you more
and probably make you feel worse in the long run

All I can say now
Is just stay strong
Life is good
Its got a bunch of crazy turns
and bumpy roads along the way
but I know that you can get through it
I beleive in you
All you have to do is beleive in yourself

Update and let us know how you are doing
Best of luck!

~Katie

babe,
its ok.
find strength, you can do it
wether it be a person
a song
a quote
a piece of paper
a picture
a memory
find strength
or if i may quote whintey houston
find your strength in love,
youve made it two years,
and i know, they say time heals all wounds
and youll get over it
but those are just lies
find a friend,
anyone.
you can do it
i belive in you

Well have a think. Your boyfriend commited suicide. Where has this put you? On the verge of doing it yourself. What would happen if you commited suicide? Someone just might kill themselves for you. Then someone just might kill themselves for that someone. And so on. Now think of the family and friends that have been left behind to deal with the pain. Stop thinking about yourself and think how they will feel. NOW IS IT REALLY FAIR??

sweetie dont its sooo not worth it... it causes everyone who loves you to much pain. Resist the urge and talk to one of your best friends or someone who has gone through the same thing.

think about your boyfriend for a sec, do you really think he wants you to die because of what he did to you? i don't know about you, but if my b/f committed suicide, i would try my best to get stronger, and choose not to commit suicide b/c i kno that's what he would never want me to do in my life ever.

~*SwEeT*~*MaRiA*~