What am I supposed to do now?

I love my boyfriend so much. but i want my brothers friend so much more. as creepy as it is we consider each other bro and sis but that makes it more. how do i deal with this? i am wanting to tell josh about how i feel, but i cant cuz i have my boyfriend. my alberto. how do i deal?

i agree with bob shank ...and you also need to put yourself in his shoes...if you dont want to be with him then you shouldnt have gotten with him in the first place if you thought that he wasnt good enough or whatever.think about his feelings and be true to him. dont forget carma lol :)

Karma*.

I could barely read that. And, I think you should break up with your boyfriend, tell him why, and then reject the other guy, so you can know what if feels like to be left with no one...

^^^*agrees with Bob*^^^

You don't love your boyfriend. Simple as that

Olivia, If you truly loved your boyfriend you wouldn't want to break up with him to go after someone else. Do "your Alberto" a favor & break it off with him so he can get on with his life & find someone who will REALLY love him. You need to grow up & stop playing games.

ok i think that you should do what Shædow Poet said. leave alberto and dont go out with your brothers friend. it wont workout well with ur brothers friend anyway, you guys are like brother and sister so it would be gross if u guys went out. he is a close family friend. by going out with him you would loose him as a family friend. your brother could also get mad and ditch him as a friend. dont hurt alberto and tell him the truth.

That's not right. I mean if you love a guy. You don't go behind his back and say you want another guy. That's just plain sick. I can't believe the things ppl do these days. If they are in a relationship and see someoneelse they "want" they just either drop their lover they already have. Or go behind their back. Wow....just...wow