I don't know why I feel like this.

Okay, so I recently had twin girls on August 31st and for the past few days I've been having dreams that I'll throw one of them down the stairs or our a window. And when I'm holding one I'll get feeling like I should choke one or swing them around in circles. I feel like I'm some kind of freak. I honestly don't know why I'm acting like this.. I haven't done anything to them but it's making me depressed thinking about it and I'm afraid. Any suggestions?

woahhhhh

ok, first of all, ur children are the most important thing in the world right now, they are going to depend on your for everything, food, water, love, care, everything. Your dreams are probably a reflection of how scared u are that ur now a mother, not only taking care of yourself but two other little humans aswel.

I am afraid for ur twins safety. maybe you should go and see a doctor.

PLease do not harm your children, i really think that maybe because u are new to this (im guessing u havent had children before) u are scared, and ppl react to fear in different ways.

Pls feel free to email me anytime?
all my love to you and your wonderful children
~Georgi

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DONT HURT THE BABIES!! Unless....of course...they're the anti-christ, but i would rather not assume you gave birth to devil babies, cuz then that'd make the father Satan...not a good thing....ahhh...i just watched the Ring 2 last night.....and your post reminded me of it! DON"T HURT THE BABIES!!!!

i think you have post partem depression
the whole tom cruise thing
please, go see a doctor, get some help

Yes go see a doctor there is help for this . Go now before your feelings or temper from these dreams gets the best of you and you might just hurt the babies or even yourself. I wish you luck