When The World Doesent Treat You Right.

What or where or to whom, is the place where you can escape when the world is just too much to take?

For me the best place to escape is into my bedroom with my music blasting and my notebook.

for me, there is nowhere because where ever i go, there is alwayz something that is to much for me to handle!!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

An expected answer from RandomGirl...HAHAHA

was that ment to sound mean natalie?? or were you actually joking?? because i was just saying!!! i haven't self harmed properly in 10 weeks and 4 days, and i don't really have depression anymore!! but i was just saying that where ever i go, it will either give me a bad memory or there is something there now that will p*** me off!!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

"i haven't self harmed properly in 10 weeks and 4 days,"

What do you mean by PROPERLY?

i tempted myself, i didn't cut that hard it was only white lines so i don't want to count that as self harming!!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

Random...if you're over your "depression" what seems to be the problem? If you were over it you'd be ok now...able to go anywhere and do anything. I'm having a problem with this. And no I was NOT joking....but I wasn't trying to be mean either.

my life is still completely crap!!! but i just don't really have depression anymore....... i get the odd moment when i feel really down, but i just don't get suicidal or even feel the need to cut anymore!! i have loadz of bad stuff in my life and loadz of bad memories of things that possibly could traumatise (sp) me for the rest of my life!!! but i am just saying i'm more or less over depression but there are still things i can't forget!!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

I'm amazed at the self pity you carry for just being 13 years old.

it's not self pity!!!
there are things in my life that you don't know about!! things that ARE bad!!
e.g (not me but....) if someone gets raped.... doesn't that usually traumatise them for the rest of their life??
some of the things that could happen at home could traumatise people!!
i'm just saying. i know whats happened to me, but it's things that i hate talking about!! that no1 even really knows about!! the memories really hurt and there are things that remind me of them, and everytime i get reminded - i feel sick and there are other things!!!
but i don't want to talk about them!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

Random...it's called maturity and a good attitude. There is nothing is this world that could make me think and act the way you do. Nothing could depress me or make me want to kill myself. It IS self pity.

i don't want to kill myself anymore, i don't get depressed, i have a happier attitude, but all i'm saying is things still make me sad, which is normal, no1 can be happy 100% of the time!!!
i can't be bothered to go into detail of what i mean!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

Random...I get sad some times...but I'm a very happy person. My point is you said every where you go gets you down. I'd NEVER let myself live that way as life is so short. The more you let yourself drown in self pity (which IS what you do) the shorter life you have to live. It's silly to me. I'm ALWAYS smiling and ALWAYS happy. My life is great which is why your 'situation' makes me so uneasy...it's sad to me that everyone doesn't look at life the way I do.

i want to look at life in a better way, and i really do try, but most places i go reminds me of something bad and i hate it but the things that happened i just can't forget!!!
i can't help what happened to me, i can't help the fact that i have to remember all the bad things every day, i can't help the fact that i try so hard but still i can't forget, the things that happened arn't my fault but still i'm the one who gets punished!!!
sorry but that is my life!!!
if i could forget everything and be happy don't you think i would have already done that??!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

If druggies could get off drugs don't you think they would? You would think but they won't. It IS just that easy. If you want to be happy you'll be happy, simple as that. I am, simply because I WANT to be. Bad things happen to everyone, including me but I don't let that get me down. When you let someone or something hurt you and continue to do so you are simply letting them win...and that is something I REFUSE to let happen. I rise above all the bad and carry on smiling. That's MY life which I love to share with people. What you don't realize is to let it go is really quite simple...quit pitying yourself, let it go and tell yourself you're better than that...because you are. If you truly wanted to be happy you could be…maybe it's just attention you're in search of...

but.......... oh i really can't be bothered anymore!!! i know what i mean, i know what i think!!! the stuff that has happened to me is just difficult, ok??!! you don't know what it is so quit acting like god!!! i have enough people having ago at me let alone adding you aswell!!!
all i did was answer the thread!! and i get this!!!
i really can't be bothered!!!
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

Here I am giving you encouragement...NOT being mean and you answer back like a little twit. I am 20 years old believe me I've had my share of "difficult" too. Get over it, that's life. You're 13, let me tell you it will only get worse. Quit drowning yourself in your tustly little pool of self pity.

if this is a pool of self pity i am drowning in then ok i'm getting out!!! lol
i could say loadz of stuff now but i don't have time!!!
bye
luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

No, you're stuck.

Outside

My Dungeon (awesomely private basement bedroom)

My friend's house

^^^My safe havens.

//Ari\\

my closet

I always feel safe

just sitting in my closet

great place to cry too

I always go down by the lake, or in the ravine by my house. It is so calming to watch the water. Unfortunately, there are so many bloody misquitoes.

Kalika

I go into my bedroom and close the door .I read a book I started months ago and didn't have the time to finish .

In my journal, its my best friend

wow the begining was a LONG discussion between natalie and random gal :P
Great places you guys ;o