what can I do?

i think of hurting even killing the person I love the most, am I insane? what am i supposed to do?

Leave him. Why would you want to be with someone who you look at and want to harm?

I love him above everything, he makes me smile, he is exactly like me as a person, he is all I got in this world

well I'm really deppressed and I always think of hurting me and others, espically people close to me and it tears me apart

I find this to be extremely funny...I'm sorry. You truly love someone yet you find yourself wanting to kill them or hurt them...that's ludicrous.

well thank you then not, it's a serious problem to me

I am waiting for an appointment but I might have to wait for a really long time