I don't know what to do...

Regardless of whether or not you pushed him away, one thing to remember is that he took his own life. I think that people who commit suicide often had something wrong with them, and they should have sought professional help a long time ago.

aw that really is a sticky situation, and its one of those things that wont leave your mind in a hurry, but you need to remember that no matter what, he is happy now, and regardless of who caused this, it was his choice to take his life. Be content with the fact that you are the reason he held on for as long as he did. good luck, i hope every one who has been effected by this will be happy soon.

omfg!!!! That's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sad.....that's like a nightmare come true kind of story!! Omfg.....all of my love!! Don't give up!! you'll make it through this!!!!!

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