ok another love problem of bloodscars

my boyfriend i dont count as a boyfriend, we act like friends nothing more, so its weird, with all my other boyfriends i have been true to them no other guy thoughts, im my boyfriends first girlfriend, so i dont know if its just that or what, but these other three guys i have been flirting with alot and we are talkin bout sex and makin out and stuff, even though i dont think on my actions i still think its cheating, but i cant help myself, i dont want to break my boyfriends heart if i really do cheat on him, but i dont know how to break up with him, its sad, nobody else seems to help, plus i sit my him in math and i dont want tension, help please

Be brave, not a idiot and do exactly what you know you need to do.

Your pathetic if you can really think "You can't help yourself" anybody can, anybody.

well i can but i dont want, cause i dont really like him that way so i dont want to do anything with him

what no one else would like to help me :(

dump him...its as simple as that, if you dont do it youre going to hurt him more especially if you cheat on him and you know hes going to find out what youve been doing

yeah i got a reality check today and i hope he just doesnt dump me cause im really lucky to have a guy like him, even though hes not the most popular, ive been a total bitch to him and i would kick myself if he left me